🍯 Oh Honey 🍯
🍯Warnings: dissociation, beginning of panic attack 🍯
At times like this Amao wished he could lash out at the students in front of him. They were crowding him and asking for more cookies. When he finally ran out of sweets they all dispersed, He looked around trying to find Y/n but to no avail. She wasn't near his stall at all. He panicked slightly wondering if she signed up for his club at all but huffed out in relief when he read her name on the sign up sheet. He looked around the gymnasium searching for her.He smiled softly when he caught sight of her figure among hundreds of others. She was signing up for the art club it seemed like. She was laughing and conversing freely with the leader of the club. His heart skipped a beat as he imagined her laugh in his head. It had been a long time since he had heard it and even longer to have her smile at him that softly.
His shoulders dropped as he watched her sign her name and walk away from the stall, her smile dropping in an instant. She walked right out of the gymnasium, farther away from him. He didn't want her to walk away, he wanted to golf her and ask what was wrong, why she felt the need to hide herself. He wanted her to smile and laugh but only if she meant it. He just wanted her to be happy.
The hallways were desolate. Soft voices could be heard from inside the classrooms and outside, the only sound coming from the hallway was the sound of Y/n's shoes hitting the floor. Her head down as she stared at her shoes and the ground. She just wanted to go back home and go to bed. She stopped in the doorway of the classroom, looking up and noticing that no one was inside. She sat down at her desk, plugging in her headphones and laying her head down on her arms. She decided a nap would be good.
It was the middle of lunch when Osano decided to come back into the classroom. He stepped in and noted how loud it was. A group consisting of around 6 boys and 3 girls were in the corner of the classroom near the back. He scowled at them before making his way to his desk. He sat down quietly and put his head down on his arms. His eyes widen at the sight of Y/n peacefully sleeping, her head facing towards his.
He's never seen her like this before. She seemed more like herself than any other time he had ever seen her. His whole body untenses as he continues to watch her. She looked beautiful, the way the sun rested upon her face, making it look like she was glowing. Her lips slightly parted and her eyelashes perfectly curled and long.
He notices the headphones in her ears playing soft music and looks back at the group of rowdy teenagers. He glared at them and quite loudly told them to shut up because someone was trying to sleep. They all stared at him wide eyed and ended up leaving the room all together. He huffed and puffed out his chest. Feeling quite accomplished. He turned back towards the sleeping girl next to him and took off his zip up sweater, placing on her back as a blanket. He got out his phone and began playing some games to pass the time until class started again.
She grumbled as she took off her indoor shoes and put on her outdoor ones. Complaining how she didn't get enough sleep and how Osano interrupted her nap. She made her way towards her house continuing to grumble to herself.
She walked up the steps to her door and unlocked it, walking inside and taking off her shoes. Stretching her arms and back before walking more into the house. Placing down her bags she noticed how empty it seemed today, no one was home except her. She walked upstairs towards her room to get out of this uniform and into something more comfortable.
She washed off any makeup, brushed her teeth and looked at herself in the mirror. She frowned at how tired she looked, her mind mentioning that nobody would want someone like her. That she looks dead, and sad all the time. She smiled to herself in the mirror, noting that her smile was severely crooked. She instantly stopped smiling and blinked. She didn't like this mirror very much.
Walking out of the room she ordered something from UberEats since she didn't feel like making dinner today for her and her brother. She walked downstairs and sat down on the couch staring at her hands in her lap.
Her thoughts were interrupted as Ren walked through the front door. His mouth open as if he were about to say something, grinning widely, before he froze. His smile dropping slowly, he closed his mouth and shut the door quietly. Placing down his bag, he continued to stare at his sister. He walked towards her and sat a little bit away from her but still close enough. "Are you...?" His question left unsaid but Y/n knew what he was implying.
Nodding her head she whispered, "Yeah." He hummed and nodded his head, turning forward and grabbing the remote to turn on the TV.
"That's alright, we can watch some Netflix in the meantime." He laughed, quickly choosing to rewatch Hunter X Hunter since he knew she loved it. She nodded her head once again, continuing to stare at her hands as Ren sang along to the opening song. She eventually looked up, choosing to watch the show and listen to Ren's comments. Her hands shook in her lap and she subtly tried to move her hands to the couch so she could sit on them
Ren decided not to say anything about it.
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