The Lonely Girl

Part 3

I was feeling like my whole world went upside down !!!

When I looked at my marks I couldn't believe it. Everything was okay. But my maths marks were very low and I didn't expect this much low marks in maths.

Now I don't know how to say it to my parents that all my marks are okay except my maths marks are a bit less. They will shout at me. And honestly I know I didn't practice that much but I didn't do it on purpose but I still studied. I really tried my best.

** Goes to the washroom **

I REALLY TRIED !!!
BUT BECAUSE OF HIM EVERYTHING GOT SPOILED !!!
BECAUSE HE WAS DISTURBING ME THE WHOLE TIME !!!

I COULDN'T EVEN CONCENTRATE !!
BUT I CAN'T SAY THIS TO THEM BECAUSE I KNOW THEY WILL NOT UNDERSTAND ME !!!
I DON'T KNOW GOD WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW ??

I DON'T FEEL LIKE LIVING ANYMORE !!
I WANT TO DIE !!!
I WANT SOMEONE TO KILL ME !!!
I WISH I COULD KILL MYSELF !!!
I WANT TO KILL MYSELF BUT I AM SCARED TOO !!!!

*** Washes her face and tries to control her emotions and goes out of the washroom ***

I have to go home now and tell them about my marks. I can't stay all day here in the college.

** On the way to her home **

Oh God !! I wish I could get into an accident and I die from it.

No !! No !! No !!
What am I thinking ??
I shouldn't think like this !!!
It is wrong !!

*** Stops thinking and now she reaches her home ***

I don't know what will I say to them. When they will ask me about my marks. They are going to kill me for this. Oh god please save me from this mess.

** Parents come **

Parents - How was your result ?

Me - It was ok

Parents - Show me your marks

Me - Y.....Ye....Yes....

Parents - What happened ?? Why are you talking like this ??

Me - Nothing...Here is my result

** Sofia shows her result and her dad takes the result and her mom goes to do some work **

Her dad - All the marks are ok...But wait...What is this ???

** Her dad throws her result on her face and starts shouting at her very badly **

Her dad - Why are your marks so less in maths ? What did you study the whole year ? This is what I got for spending so much money on you....For buying you everything you want...This is what you gave me...Other marks are all ok but not good but maths...It is so low....What is all this...Now why are you silent...Answer me !!!

** I am shivering from being scared and don't know what to say...I also didn't expect my marks to be this low...It was not my mistake but how do I tell him about it...I can't say it to him and I won't also ***

Then my dad keeps his hand on his forehead and massages his head and says you gave me a headache...You made me ashamed....You made me bow down my head...Now when others will ask your marks...What will I say it to them ??

That you got so low marks in maths ??
Or that it was my mistake ??
What did you study ??
What did your teacher teach you ???
It isn't your teachers fault...It's your fault completely !!!

*** I couldn't take this anymore and I by mistakenly told him a little bit about what happened with me ***

I showed him some messages from my phone and he was shocked and he couldn't believe this

And he still says that this is your fault...Why didn't you tell me this before...It's your fault that's why you were hiding it....I cried...because of my marks...because of this....I tried to explain him that I was scared

But he didn't listen...He said okay and calls my mom and says see what she is doing ?? What kind of parents are we that we don't know about this ?? You were being your parent yourself ?? Then what's the use of us being there ??

*** My parents weren't understanding anything ***

I don't know what to do anymore. So I kept on crying and crying.

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Hey guys !! I know you still have that one question?? What incident is Sofia talking about ?? Who is the boy and what did he do ?? Is it someone unknown or someone known ?? What message was Sofia talking about ?? You will get to know about it soon...So for bye guys
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