The Lonely Girl

Part 4

I cried a lot. And until I felt like I would die if I cried more. I had lost all my energy. I didn't have any more energy left inside me.

** Flashback over **

Now I don't know what to do. What did I do ? Why did I say it to them. I thought they will understand me maybe but they didn't. That's why I wasn't saying to them but it just got slipped from my stupid mouth. Why can't I keep my stupid mouth shut and now I have to face the consequences for it.

** Comes out of thoughts **

My mom - Don't say this to anyone. Everyone will think that you were having a affair with him. Did you say this to anyone ?? Answer me !!!

Me - No !! I didn't but I just asked for help from my best friend. She is really nice. She helped me. She asked me to block that number. And she said if I need any kind of help then I can ask her

My dad - Is she your parent ?? You told her but not us !!!
You thought you would be your parent and you will deal with everything !!
Then what's the use of us being there ???
We should just go and die !!!

Me - Going down on knees and sitting on the floor and grabbing my dad's feet and saying I am sorry dad...But I was scared and it's not my mistake...He was disturbing me...He was calling me continuously...He called me a few weeks ago from my exam...I couldn't concentrate....Please try to understand

My dad - All these things were going from 7 months and you are telling this to us now !!!

Me - No dad !! You are getting it wrong...Please listen to me....It wasn't going on from 7 months...It was only one month continuously and I kept on blocking him but he kept on messaging me....Calling me...Sending me sms...I was really scared that you will think that I am wrong that's why I didn't say

My dad - But you said right now that it was going on from 7 months and now you are saying 1 month...I don't know what to believe anymore !!!

Me - Pls dad !!! You are getting it wrong !!! He called me for only one month and after one month I only got one or two calls from him that too after some months.

But I don't know if it was him or someone else. But it was someone unknown so I thought it must be him. But before some weeks of exam I got a call again. And I picked it up and he was saying that he will kidnap me and many more things. And before that he was saying that he wants me to be say yes otherwise he will kill himself. I got scared what if he kills himself.

My dad - So what if he kills himself ??
Why do you care about him ??
Let him die if he wants to die !!!

Me - Yes ( But I was scared because I didn't want someone to die because of me but out of humanity only )

** I say this in my mind **

Me - I am sorry dad...Please forgive me !!

My dad - Okay now go away...You think I am happy to hear this or should I be okay with this !! You gave me more stress and tension by saying this to me !!!

Me - I am sorry !! But I didn't do anything !! Please trust me dad !!!

*** I am so heartbroken ****

** When dad goes out of the room...My mom speaks **

My mom - So that's why you wanted to be alone !! That's why when you slept...You locked your room !!  That's why your phone brightness was low !! This is the reason !! You were talking with that guy !! Now you are into these things too !!

Me - Mom what are you saying ?? Please don't say like this !!

My mom - You have already done enough so now keep your mouth shut !!!

Me - I kept on crying and crying...I was so heartbroken...No one was understanding me...They still don't know the whole truth and how much I have faced but they are judging me so quickly !!!

*** I keep on crying and crying ***

** I go to the next room where my dad went **

My dad - Go from here !!

Me - Please dad !!! I am sorry but I didn't do anything !!! Please trust me !!!

My dad - Okay now stop it !! I don't want to hear anything else about this !!!

Me - Okay dad ( Speaks while crying )

*** My mom enters the room ***

** My mom and dad say it to me together **

Both - If you ever get a call from an unknown number again and you don't tell me then I will beat you !!! 

Me - Okay I will tell....

*** I already learnt my lesson !! I will never say it to you both again !! Not by mistake too !! I will  never let it slip from my mouth again !! ***

My dad - Now leave me alone !! I want to rest !!

Me - Okay dad....

** I go from there **

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Hey guys !! So now you got to know what Sofia was talking about but still you didn't get to know about it completely....There is more in the story than it seems....You will get to know more about it soon and so for now bye guys
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