Shine (Zayn Malik)

Ch. 14

"What... What do two bars mean?"

"Positive."

I started to cry and took the second test then did the same thing.

"Still positive", I said, my eyes all watered of tears. Zayn embraced me in a hug.

"Well... Will you keep it?"

"I don't know... I don't want to kill him or her", I said as I caressed my belly.

"But Mady... You can not have a baby at your age."

"It's my body, my baby."

"But I am the father, Madeline", he said raising his voice tone.

"I guess I'll just go with the abortion, then."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes. You're right, I have a life. And I'm way too young."

"Do you want me to come with you?"

"Could you? I don't want to go alone."

"Will you tell your parents?"

"They don't have to know."

"But Mady!"

"It's my life, not their."

I took out my iPhone and called a clinique. I took a meeting for the day after.

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I woke up this morning by Zayn singing to me with his sweet voice.

"Wake up Mady, your appointment is in an hour and a half."

"W-what appointment?"

"Your abortion appointment?"

I thought all of this was a dream...

But no.

I got out of bed and went downstairs to the kitchen. I was going to take a slice of bread when Zayn stopped me.

"You can't eat before your abortion, baby."

"Can I at least drink?"

"Yes."

I took a glass of orange juice and swallowed it all. I went to the bathroom and decided to take a bath.

I took a bath and got dressed with a simple pair of blue jeans with a pink tshirt.

I drove to the clinique with Zayn and finally arrived. I sat in the waiting room and a lady came up.

"Mrs. Madeline Thompson?"

I got up and went to her office.

"Are you ready?"

"Yes."

"Did you eat anythink this morning?"

"No, I just drank a glass of orange juice."

"Perfect. We're going to start the abortion in about five minutes. There are two aspirations, with a pause of three minutes inbetween."

"Okay."

They started the first aspiration.

Then a pause of three minutes.

Then the last aspiration...

After that, I felt empty as hell.

Adios, baby.

I would have loved to know you, one day.

But now you're gone...

I'm sorry.

I would have loved you from all my heart.

And Daddy too.

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Oooooh, poor little baby...

Okay guys, i know that to have an abortion your baby needs to be at least two months. But you know, in two months, Zayn would be gone.

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