Love was a dream. (Enemies to Lovers)

Confusing

Y/Ns pov
I woke up in a hospital bed with Tom laying right beside me asleep on the couch in the hospital and bill walking outside the window just pacing back and forth I look down and see a bunch of stuff in my arms and I feel scared, still confused on what had happened when I groan from the pain and Tom woke up fastly and grabbed my hand "Y/N!!! Fuck are you okay!?" He said looking at me worried "I'm fine." I say still confused on what happened but I think I know what happened. "Okay well basically, you passed out. And your mom called an ambulance when she heard a thump up in your room and went to check on you." He said explaining what had happened to me but still looking at me worrying I could tell that he had thought he had done this to me but I wish I could assure him he didn't but I was to weak to move "It's okay Tom I can tell you think you did something to me but you didn't, I was just stressed." I say looking back at him trying to smile and eventually I do but I keep getting tired wanting to go to sleep but I don't want Tom to think I don't love him anymore, because lord knows what he'd do to me...

"Y/n you can go to sleep love I won't get mad at you." He said caressing my face with his hand as I slowly fall asleep.

        (TIME SKIPPPPPP)

Y/Ns pov
It's been about two weeks since I was in the hospital and I've decided to get homeschooled because of the incident and I haven't seen Tom since but I feel like I should text him, but what if he hurts me again? I'm so confused my mind is overwhelming me with thoughts, it's like I want to see him again but I don't I kept thinking like this for about and hour till my phone got a notification.

Tommy🫶🏼: hey y/n can I come over?
I really miss you babe.
Y/N: Yea, sure but my mom is asleep so yk you have to be quiet so we don't wake her up!

I put my phone away thinking it'd be awhile before he'd get here but to my suprise as soon as I was done sending that message not even 4 minutes later he came knocking on my window, so you know I had to let him in.

Toms pov
She'd sent me that message saying I could come over and as soon as she did I was running down to her house and I got there in under 4 minutes and started knocking on her window and eventually she let me in and as soon as I got in I hugged her "Shit y/n why haven't you been talking to me baby?" I say looking at her confused "Well since the hospital I've been so busy with homeschooling and other things, you know?" She says looking into my face I felt that she was lying but I didn't care I loved her so much.. "okay baby" I say smiling at her as I layed on her bed

"Soooo do you wanna watch a scary movie love?" I say looking at her with a mischievous smile "One scary movie couldn't hurt." She said smiling and jumping onto the bed with me "Ugh Tom take your shoes off!! You're on my bed!" She laughs and I take my shoes off as we begin to watch the movie

(Btw they are watching 'the conjuring' js so yk)

Y/Ns pov
We were about 30 minutes into the film and I didn't think I could finish watching it ughhh it was so scaryyy, so I cuddled closer to Tom "Tommiii I'm scareddd" I say snuggling my head into his neck "it's okay baby I'm here." He says laughing a little and I hit him softly because he was laughing at me "Stoppp it's not funnyyyyy" I says smiling and he pushes me off of him and rolls over on the bed "what was that for" I say looking at him still with a smile on my face "I just don't want your ass on me your so heavy bro." He said with a genuine look on his face I look into his eyes and realize he wasn't joking so I run to the bathroom and start crying "Yea yea go cry like the little sissy u are" he said and I could tell he wasn't joking by the tone of his voice so I walk out of the bathroom wiping my tears "Get the fuck out of my house Tom." I say with tears forming in my eyes again and he gets up and stares at me with the most evil look "No." he says I start to shake because his cold voice ran down me and made the hairs on the back of my neck stand up "YES YES I SAID FUCKING GO!" I say realizing I had just screamed at him "Wait Tom I'm so so-" I say but before I could finish I get backhanded and end up on the floor "Don't you ever fucking disobey me again." He said helping me back up and throwing me onto the bed.

As he threw me onto the bed he started to makeout with me I tried to get him off of me but to no success he kept doing it e and even though we had done it I think twice I didn't want to be raped by him yet he still did then he got off of top of me and began to take his clothes off and dragged my shorts off as he did I started scream "NOOO TOM DONT." I say in hopes he'd stop but he didn't he kept on I was trying to get him off until I felt him thrust inside off me and that's when I realized there is not getting him off of me so just ended up taking it, laying there which I guess looked like I was lifeless I had my eyes closed and everything and when he finished inside of me he put my clothes back on and his on and layed beside me

"Im sorry baby." He said playing with my hair and I thought he was being genuine but I wasn't gonna say anything so I let him keep talking to me saying his sorrys and other things until I heard him say this. "Listen, I know I shouldn't have done it but hear me out, I have bipolar disorder and I don't even realize I'm doing it until it's done, and it makes me feel so bad I'm so so so sorry y/n." He says and I roll over and say "I forgive you, I guess.." still with the lifeless look on my face "can I spend the night baby..?" He said looking at me and I didn't want him to get more mad at me though my moms asleep and all I had to do was yell her name I said "sure." He looked excited and jumped up and down and layed in bed with me

After about an hour of laying in bed I realized he was asleep and it would be my perfect chance to use the bathroom so I tried to get up when his grip got tighter on my waist so I realized I'd have to hold it all night, and it was so uncomfortable I just decided to go to sleep when I cuddled up against him and eventually fell asleep

(YALL IM TRYING DONT GET MAD AT ME IM STILL A BEGINNER)
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