Regressor Instruction Manual (PART 5)

Chapter 837: The Last (70)

"Did you find anything strange?"

-No... I'm just wondering if you're okay.

'Did I talk too quietly?'

"Are you afraid there will be trauma again?"

-Yeah... in many ways.

"Of course, I would be lying if I said it wasn't hard, but... we have to overcome it. It's heartbreaking to see what I caused at the time, but I feel fortunate to have the opportunity to stop it like this."

-I'm glad you said that, but still... I think it might be better to take a little break this time.

"I can't remember properly, but I know everything. I'm ready to face it."

'Why is she being like this all of a sudden?'

A very worried face appeared.

After seeing Jin Qing talking frantically with the Red Mercenary and federal lieutenants to meet the 18-hour cutline, I saw her grabbing the spear tightly again.

I thought about how important I made it seem again, but I really only talked about it as nothing too special. When I thought of the fact that after the Plaguelord's death, the guild members were imprisoned under the guise of protective action...

'It makes sense.'

Maybe it was because I got too comfortable with Cho Hyejin.

I was blunt, but it might have been a little more convincing to continue in a more solid position.

Right. It was sad, but Light Kiyoung was ready to face the sins of the past and the things he had done.

Lauren and Benignore had already forgiven me for my sins, but that didn't take away the guilt I should bear. I couldn't say that it was all fake at this point.

-I honestly don't know if you're really ready to face it.

"What do you mean?"

-I'm worried about you.

"..."

-I wish it was just a rainstorm, but... when you came into my body...

"Oh, come to think of it, I'm curious. I wondered what would happen to the soul of the body I possessed."

-I didn't feel it much, but I thought I could understand why the advent is called the blessing of a god. I was able to learn a little bit about you through it. I could roughly feel where you were and what your condition was. If it's true that you really became a god, maybe... to say that I am a representative of a god... Through that series of processes, I was able to understand you. I cannot express it in words, though.

"What... That's probably..."

-I don't know what kind of place that is, or exactly where you are, but...

"Perhaps your soul? I don't know if I can call it a soul. Regardless, it seems that it was isolated, so you felt that way. Dialugia is here too, and I get along well with Benignore. Lauren sometimes comes to visit. I know my condition best. It has always been and will continue to be so. To be honest, I was a little confused before, but..."

-I'm a bit anxious to say this, but I think it felt like you were trying to suppress your emotions. I can't explain it exactly, but... it's like you're putting them in a small box...

"Are you sure?"

-No, but now I'm worried that this might cause the container to burst. When I think about how hard it was for you after that happened...

'Actually, it wasn't that hard.'

I had a hard time acting. No, honestly, it was. Fuck, I was imprisoned for two weeks. How could it not have been hard?