Yoo Y/n, a young beautiful, the youngest and last child of the Yoo family, lives all alone. Her entire family is said to be murdered. By none other than her own self. Rumors say that she is possessed by an evil spirit, that made the poor girl lose h...
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Jimin point of view
I was still in daze. She kissed my cheeks. It was even a proper peck. Just a normal brush of lips onto my skin but it set my soul on fire. It was all warm and electrified while my heart just... I don't know but it feels calm. I feel calm and relaxed. It makes me feel like I'm not confined to my role.
I can be my own self and she won't judge me. She won't look at me with expectations to be pure and perfect. She would treat just as I am. Like any other human. Like any other person.
Every time I close my eyes, I see her. I try to focus on anything, I hear her voice. Deep in my heart, I know what I'm doing. That the role this life has chosen for me does not fit and go along with these feelings I have for her. But... ain't I a human too? Don't I deserve someone? Someone to whom I can run to? Somewhere I can show how I really am? Do something that maybe anyone, probably everyone would call me a sinner for?
My heart aching screamed the answers. It was y/n. I wanted to run to her. I wanted to show myself to her. I... I wanted to kiss her and let her do things to me. I wanted her to kiss me, touch me, do anything she pleases to as long as it meant that I can be near her.
"Shit, I'm so messed up." I groaned, massaging my forehead.
"Should I tell taehyung?" I wondered but remembering how much he was affected by that incident from our childhood made me decide to not let him.
"First, I need to figure out what to do with this. I just can't... look at her from afar always. I have to either move on or confess." I mumbled getting ahead of situation.
"This woman has me wrapped around her fingers, damnit."
Author point of view
Few days went by just pretending. Jimin continued to pretend to be a close friend to y/n, which he really was thankful for but deep inside, he always wished for more. He wished that by some miraculous moment, she would be atleast attracted to him.
But it was just for saying after all. Or maybe not?
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It was a normal Saturday evening. Taehyung was out with guests they had last week. It was some sort of gathering at the nearby city at church and they wanted both jimin and taehyung to attend but jimin declined the offer politely.
Basically, he was home alone. And this was the best time to figure out his feelings for real. He had contemplated whether to run away or keep looking at her in secret. But every time he opened this topic, he would come back to start. He neither wanted to run away nor just look at her.
Why is one sided feelings are so frustrating?
He wondered while changing his clothes in the living area. He was practically just wearing a shirt, unbuttoned completely.
"I never knew you're capable of being casual." Her voice startled him.
"Y/n-ssi. You scared me there." He turned around with a hand on his chest.
"I bought you dinner. Thought you must be hungry." She whispered after staring at him for a few moments. Obviously, he noticed her flushed cheeks.
"Right in time. I was starving." He replied while buttoning his shirt but making sure to leave first few.
"Taehyung must have reached already." Her voice was exceptionally small. He hummed while helping her to set the food.
"Are we... alone?" Her question made him look at her. Her entire face was flushed, while she kept biting her lower lip as of to hold back... something.
There is no way that she...
"Y/n-ssi, look at me." He said to make sure that this isn't some sort of his fantasies or dream.
Her petite figure turned to him as he tried his best to process the entire thing.
"Have you ever thought of living a normal life, jimin-ssi?" She asked him as his brain fogged with every single emotion he felt in the past months.
Irritation, of not having her around. Frustration, for not being able to openly tell her his feelings. Something that he did not want to label yet but knew how it felt.
Every single image that have had passed and formed in his mind in these past months. Of her smiling, laughing, being happy. All the good sides. And then there was those bad sides, that god forbid him for having. Flashed his mind like a movie.
"Would you believe me if I say yes?" He questioned back.
They were coming in a close proximity.
"I always thought that there was something..." She spoke while softly holding his throat. Her grip not too hard nor too soft but still the breath in him was all knocked out. "...stuck in your throat that wanted to get out."
She bought his face closer to hers. Their hot breath felt against each other's skin. Looking into his brown eyes, she saw him looking back and forth from her lips to her eyes.
"Why won't you let it out, jimin-ssi? What is holding you back?" He gulped feeling his body go on entire fire. He felt all warmth. All over his body.
"I... can't. I'm devoted to my... duty." He spoke mindlessly.
Silence was all heard for a few seconds until her hand went from his throat to down to his chest pushing him away.
"Then you stick to your duties and responsibility." She was about to leave but jimin trapped her against the table.
"Jesus, fuck. Y/n." He breathed out.
"Why are you making this hard for me than it already is?" He groaned looking into her eyes.
"How am I? I did nothing to you."
"Y/n, I... ever since I saw you, from that day when your fierce eyes looked into mine with just one intention, I was mesmerised." His breath hitched. He felt it so hard to confess it. To her. To his own self.
"Your eyes pierced my soul into half. Half agony and half full of emotions just for you. Day and night, I only think about you." He said looking into her eyes.
"My thoughts start and end with you, y/n. You're my start and end." He breathed out realising what he did.
Slowly, he backed off. Regretting everything. He just did not wanted to confess his feelings like this. Neither to her nor to himself.
"I'm really sorry... I did not-"
"And you think that I don't know what we're doing? You think I don't feel the same?" She said right against his lips.
There was barely any gap between them. Just one move from the either side and they would collapse.
"Y/n, we shouldn't be doing this..." He said while practically grabbing her waist.
"Then tell me to stop..."
And they collapsed on each other...
To be continued...
Obv the next part is smut and sorry for this part being tiny but yeah.
