Ishan's pov:-
"shriya i love you. Idk how you never noticed but your kishmish has always been in love with you. The way you laugh, your beautiful hazel eyes that shine in the sun, the way you make me laugh so easily after a gloomy/bad day. This all made me fall in love with you. Ilysm chia. Will you be my girlfriend?" i said. She had tears in her eyes. She made me stand up. I was still confused.
"ishuu.... I am sorry. I am sorry for not telling you this before but i already am dating abhishek. Was dating him from 2 months but you were always so busy with your cricket that i couldn't tell you. I am really sorry for making you fall in love with me but i don't love you. Nor do i like you." as she finished...my whole world shook beneath me. My heart broke and tears were flowing from my eyes.
"please don't break our friendship kishmish. Plzz don't. I value and loved you too much but as a friend" she said. I couldn't listen anymore. I just ran away from there. And from her.
I snapped out of the hurtful flashback. It has been 6 months. 6 months when she broke my heart. When she left me because of him.
I still can't get over the fact that silly me decided to fall in live with my childhood bestfriend aka shriya sharma.
I hadn't talked to her since. Despite of her contacting me.... I ignored it. I didn't want to ruin her life coz of me.
"usko vaapis se yaad kar rhe ho?" i looked up to see shubhman.
"its not like that shubi. After years of friendship, she decided to break my heart. But i can't even bring myself to hate her. And for that i hate myself. I hate myself for proposing and confessing my feelings. Maybe if i hadn't done that then our friendship would be safe" i said sniffing.
"bro look at you. Have you even slept? Looks as if you were crying rivers. Stop pushing yourself to think about her and what you did. Do you even remember that she didn't told you abt her relationship with abhishek before! Have you ever wondered why? " shub said. Well he had a point. But i can't blame her. Maybe i didn't deserve her trust. Or maybe i was too busy.
"shut the hell your thoughts. You deserve all the trust and love in the entire world. You were busy but she should have told u vefore no matter what" he said. I put my head low. Well he knows how to read my thoughts.
"you know she came at a party at my house 2 months ago? Seeing you with that prisha definately made her jealous af." shubh said.
"how did you know she was jealous?" i asked. "by her facial expressions dumbo" he said.
"remember she even tried to convince you that prisha is very toxic rude girl with attitude and she didn't deserve a guy like you. She totally bursted on her for coming and trying to ruin your life" he said. A sad smile made my way as a flashback came from shub's party.
Shub invited me to his party. Well i didn't wanted to go but he is veryy adamant and he can get anything from everyone if he wants.
It was a party where you needed a partner. So i was about to call prisha when she herself showed up at my door.
"heyy babee!!! How are you?" her usual high pitched voice. Well she is my girl friend. I needed to get things off my mind so when prisha confessed abt her feelings i immediately said yes.
No doubt she was a nice girl if you see the beauty outside of her. But if you see inside then she is ugly. Not in that way but she is shriya's enemy,is very rude and arrogant. And all the toxicity you can imagine.
But she was the one who was KINDA helping me. Even tho she was absolutely pain in the a** and possessive for no reason. Plus she bossed me around everytime.
