My Worst Fear

the start of new friendships

  I had just moved in to Tennessee  a few weeks ago, it was time we moved, so I guess when my mom says "road trip" she means we're moving. I didn't think much of it until I seen the beautiful views in Tennessee  especially the mountains,  I love the mountains. We Are right in Nashville, you know,  where the country songs are popular.
     I was a rebellious kid, my dad never was there because he was always  with his "friends" off drinking doing drugs, going to strip clubs yeah wasn't a very great father figure, that's why my mom divorced him, it was hard for her she really loved him too bad he didn't care for us.
   So here we are me and my mom alone in Nashville, after my mom finished unpacking her room and the kitchen I was still finishing the living room,  oh yea did I forget to mention our names?
    My name is Max my mom's it Tracee, I don't need to tell you my dad's or should I say father figures name.
  
  "Hey Max when your done I need you to help me with the flowers."
  
    "sure mom"

    Honestly I think my life is bad sure my mom's there atleast and I'm not in the system  but I wish I had a family  a completely  one... sometimes people don't get what the want though..

   "Thank you for helping me honey, your good at gardening. "

    "mom all we did was plant seeds"

     "Well  still thank you."

     "Your welcome mom"

   
      A few days pass by as we are now fully settled in to our new house, it's not too big and not too small I like it.  A week until school starts this is the scary part about moving, I don't know if I'll even make friends,  but like I'd care too much about it, I've always been a loner.

      I'm the girl who usually  sneaks out goes to party's, but the thing is before we moved I was in sophomore year when I did that stuff, it wasn't all sneaking out and partying there was alot more.
     I did weed I drank with my friends,  I was the young one out of my group, they were juniors and up even college kids.
     Not very sure the kids here are like the ones back in Chicago, I bet they are all goody tissues. As I waited for the 1st day if school to arrive  I walked around  my dirt road nabore hood, I saw these group of guys, there were 3  one that looks almost 5'10 others that were 6' and 5'9.
         The 5'10 guy looked like he was around my age or older the other 2 looked younger, I was walking  still and one of them had noticed  me the 5' brunette  blond highlights girl that wears skater jeans and beat up high top sneakers, I was wearing a light weight jacket and a cream colored crop top, why would anyone care to notice me walking down the streets. Maybe cause I might have moved here and I'm new? 
     " yo I haven't seen you around, you new?"

       " maybe I am, why would you like to know?"

     The 5'10 boy walks up closer to me, I start to feel uneasy.

      "Well so you could know some people before school starts, it's better to know a friendly face at a new school."

     "Fine, yeah I'm new, my name is Max you?"
     
       "The name is Tomas but you can call me tommy."
   
        "And your other friends?"
 
      "Oh yeah the 6' one is Boston  and the 5'9 is donni"

      "So, Max what do you do for fun?"
  
     "I definitely don't stand in the road"
  
    "Then what's your thing?"

     "Do you guys like abandoned places?"

    " of course, are you scared of them?"
  
   I gave him a smirk and continued to walk off.

      "Max! Where are you going?"
 
   " to continue my walk."
  
         They tagged alone with me and we hung out until I arrived back home.
   
       "Alright I'll talk to you guys later, see you around tommy"
  
     He looked at me with a smile.

   "See you around max"

      I finally get back in my house I sit on the couch and watch some Netflix, I ended up passing out on the couch my mom covered  me with a blanket.
      Morning arrived my mom woke me up at 8:49am telling me to get up and get dressed.

          "Why are we going somewhere?"
 
       "Yes, we're going to get you some new clothes for school."
 
        I sighed then look at my mom.

      "Mom I have enough clothes."

     "No your growing out of them that crop top your wearing looks a little tight especially  since you have big boobs."

  Yes I have that typical body everyone wants big boobs, big butt, small waist, pretty face, pretty hair and light blue eyes that if you Stare into to long you'll get lost in them, that's what my mom told me when I was young, that I was too pretty for the guys.
  
      "Well hurry up I'll be waiting in the car."

    "OK I'll be there in a second."
   
      As I grab my jacket  I seen something fall, a peice of paper? It was the paper that Tommy gave me when we were walking together, his number.
      I grab it and put it in my phone while I walk out the door.