My Worst Fear

I'm In love with tomas pt2

         I woke up in tears sweating like I'm in a desert  heavily breathing.

      "Max, you alright?"
       "Do you need water?"
  
       I look at him and get my self together 
  
     "No thank you I just need to breathe."
 
     "Well that is ok with me let me know if you need anything max.."

    He looked at me with a smile and his eyes as brown as they are made me feel like I'm grounded on earth stepping on soft soil.
      
        " Alright kiddos me and your mom Tomas are going fishing want to come?"

     "Sure why not dad."

        "I don't have a fishing pole."

        " Oh don't worry hun we have an extra,  more like extras because out son likes to bring his friends along most of the time."

      I could see that Tomas had an atleast somewhat better life then me, I mean his dad's there his mom doesn't  act like she needs to do something 24/7.
      I am grateful for my mom though. After a few hours go bye we decided to head back.

          "Shoot its 6 and already getting dark we better hurry."
    Nick said with an worry in his voice although I am curious why he was of worry.

    "Is there something wrong  mr.ardel"
  
     " please, just call me nick max, I don't mind."

  He smiled

  "Well it's just you sounded a bit worried, is there a reason we need to rush?"

   "Yes, there are mean creatures  out here after dark."

     We get back to the site I head back in the tent and was sketching in my book to pass by the time.
      Tomas leaned over to see what I was drawing, I quickly  closed it before he could see.
        
        "Woah woah, I was just trying to look calm down."
   
       "Sorry I don't like it when people snoop, especially if they look like you."
  
      I said with a sarcastic  tone. He grabs me and pushes me down are starts to tickle my legs.
        I laugh  and laugh I couldn't stop.
 
      "Ok! Ok! I'm sorry!!"
I smiled at him trying to stop laughing

      "So I guess we fell asleep before the movie ended want to finish it?"
     
       "Well yeah sure, I don't mind finishing it."

       We finish watching the movie and it was super cold that night so I kinda scooted closer towards him a bit, he saw me do it and questioned me.

    "What you cold?"

      "Maybe"

       He grabbed my waist and pulled me closer, a jolt was sent threw my body.
      I let out a slight surprise  sound and turn red.

     "Oh-"

He looks at me.

"Do you like me max?"

"Don't flatter your self!!"

I said with a nervous tone. He looks at my eyes, grasps on more tightly  to my waist, with his other hand he runs his fingers threw my hair.
      I could feel my heart pop out of my chest I was getting butterflies  in my stchomic, I was getting so nervous.  He pulled my face toward his, my lips met his and our eyes were shut. Here we were in the dark kissing, my hands went to lay on his chest I could feel his body press against mine, it felt warm..safe.
      He turned me on my back as I still held onto him while  kissing, this wasn't my first time so I  knew how to kiss I just didn't know how to do the rest I'm still a virgin waiting on that moment, and I felt like it was that moment. He has me pinned down and he looked like he's  done this with someone before like all of it, he slipped his hand underneath  my pajamas.

   "Mmffhh~"