Hanahaki Disease || 𝑳𝒆𝒆𝒋𝒊𝒗𝒔𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒊𝒆

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What the fuck Jeongin...you can't fall in love...Can I?

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"n-no...no." I shifted back and forth. Drops of sweat slid down my face. I kept repeating those words over and over.

"P-please no." Tears were running down like a waterfall.

Chan immediately woke up. He noticed my movements. He started to worry again.

"Innie." He was shaking my arm. Then he placed his hand in my forehead.

"Fuck, your very hot." He got out of bed and kneeled down to where I was laying down in the other side of the bed.

"Uh, fuck. A fever maybe?" Chan got up and eyed the room. No bathroom. The only bathroom is by the kitchen. Chan walked to the door.

"C-Channie.." my eyes still shut. My breathing was getting better but not really either. A nightmare. Like every night. Nightmare of my brother committing suicide...

Chan didn't hesitate to come back to where I was laying.

"I'm here." Chan reassured he was there. He gently took his warm hands on top of my own.

"I-I'm sorry..." I whispered. I had my eyes shut.

"Why are you sorry innie?" Chans voice was an angel. "Shit...are you having a nightmare baby?" He muttered to himself.

I began taking the ends of my brothers sleeves from his sweater and covered my face. Burying my face into the warmth cloth.

"I-I'm so s-sorry jinnie...hy-ung.." I sniffed and hiccuped. Chan caressed my cheek to my temple gently as a leaf. Like touching a fragile object.

"It's just a nightmare darling." Chan calmly said. A repeated fucking nightmare. I slightly opened my eyes. Barley from the sun hitting my fucking eyeballs.

"You doing okay?" Chan was making sure. I've been through this every time. This nightmare is haunting me.

Chan stayed in the same spot. Didn't even move. I nodded for reassurance.

"Thought you had a fever. You were sweating a lot." He smiled.

A weak smile plastered on my face. I slowly got up, my hair looking fluffy and messy as ever. Chan stares and lightly chuckled.

...

"We should go ahead and get ready for school innie." Chan tying his shoelaces. I nodded in response and went inside the bathroom and got ready. Chan left the house using my window shield. My dad was home, I didn't want him to get hurt, even though he doesn't know anything what goes around here at home...

A regular white t-shirt and a black sweater with a drawing on my back. A dragon figure painted white. And some regular jeans with a chain hanging on my side.

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"You ready?" Chan in his uniform from yesterday. Aren't you gonna shower? Oh- fuck he slept over.

"Aren't...y-you gonna...s-shower? I mumbled, holding his hand to climb out of the window. Chan smiled and rubbed the back of his nape.

"Obviously, that's why I woke early today." I didn't think twice what time it was so I pulled out my phone to check. School started at 7 in the morning. ITS 6? Damn that's early. Too early.