The Way I Loved You

Mr. "Perfectly fine"

"Hello, Mr. Perfectly fine. How's your heart after breaking mine?"

I actually can not believe that Dallas thought that. Like, honestly, I need to stop thinking that. It's been a year.

But... The way I loved him.

I need to stop thinking about it. After all, I have a boyfriend.

He's everything a boyfriend should be.

For normal girls.

But I miss the screaming and fighting.

Then kissing in the rain.

Yet right now, it's two A.M. and I'm cursing his name.

I was so in love. In the cruelest way.

Brian was a middle classer. He took me out on dates, called me beautiful. He's  sensible and incredible, and nothing could be better.  The gang didn't like him, though.

I'm not really sure why.

Dallas has been doing perfectly fine. He's been partying and getting boozed up, into fights, getting broads. His choice. I always knew he'd go back for them.

I can't help how I feel for him. He's not perfect, but lately, I've been feeling that he's perfect for me.

.....Time skip........Same Day (monday) 4:00pm

I arrived at the DX gas station to pick up a few things and surprise Sodapop and Steve with a late lunch.

"Heyy yall!" I barged in. "Here ya go,some lunch!"

"OH MY GOODNESS, STEVE, FOOD," Sodapop yelled, running into the room

I laughed along with another voice who was behind me.

I took a deep breath in and realized that I knew that laugh, anywhere.

I slowly turned around and saw the one and only Mr. Perfectly fine, Mr. None other than Dallas fucking Winston.

"Hey doll," Dallas flirted, stroking my arm.

I dropped the food in Steve's arms, turned around and slapped Dallas' hand away.

"It's Candy to you." I spat walking away.

"Do- Candy, wait!"

"No, Dallas, you hurt me."

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My brothers, Darryl, Sodapop, and Ponyboy are the best, my best friends.

You see, my dad was a creative person, first with my twin, Sodapop, then with me, Candy, then with Ponyboy.

the reason Darryl, well Darry's name isn't similar to mine or my brother's is because our dad wanted someone to carry his name.

The whole gang is upset because of what Dallas did. I don't really know why since the whole incident a few months ago. Only did my brothers take a liking to Brian.

He's close to Sodapop and talks business with Darry.
Pony says he's charming and endearing, and I should be comfortable.

I need Dallas, though. I love him.

I don't think I'll ever love Brian the way I loved Dallas. Ever.