What Isn't Meant To Be

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Zakari Fajardo
July 21, 2022 at 10:02 PM

Zakari:

I really have no idea what's going on. We were okay, Elli  What happened? What did I do wrong? I've already thought everything I could possibly do wrong to you pero hindi ko maisip bakit kailangan pang umabot sa ganito na hindi mo na ako kinakausap? Anong nagawa ko, Elli? How big of a deal was it for me to deserve this?

Please, talk to me. See me, baby. Hindi pwedeng iiwasan mo na lang ako dahil hindi kita titigilan.

Please, let's talk. We could fix whatever we're going through. Hindi pwedeng ganto nalang, Elli...

11:04 PM

Zakari:

I love you, Elli.

I kept my eyes closed about the possibility that I may like you all these years because I was scared that you might reject me. We were so young and I told myself that I could never accept rejection from others. Ang yabang ko para isiping hindi ko yun deserve so I decided to keep my feelings hidden and even tried to get rid of them. I was scared that you would hate me even more or that our friendship would end. I didn't want that to happen.

Okay na yung kaibigan kita kasi inaayawan mo lang ako everytime we get into competitions against each other. Okay na yung ganong pain kasi nakakaya ko pa.

But losing you... like this, when I don't even know why, how am I supposed to carry this pain out?

I just... don't understand.

Ipaintindi mo naman sa akin, Elliot. Wag ganto.

Please, baby.

I'll wait for you. Whatever your reasons, whatever it is, I'll hear you. But please, give me some time to accept whatever decisions you make.