What Isn't Meant To Be

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Zakari Fajardo
Aug. 09, 2022 at 11:38 PM

Elli:

Zak, itigil na natin to.

Im sorry, for everything, Zak.

I've been trying not to say it for quite a while now because I was still hopeful I might find a reason to stay. You gave me all those reasons yet I still wasn't satisfied.

I was scared, i know its on me.

The only truth about it is the more I realize it's gonna take a while to see you, na baka mangyari sakin ang nangyari kay Mommy, na baka pareho nating di kayanin ang ganitong set up sa relationship natin (long distance and hiding from mom) the less I wanna take risk. There's no other truth about it, I'm just starting to get to that path.

I know you passed the entrance exam. I know you lied about it. At ang dami mo ng tinatago sakin, Zak. Natatakot ako. Ngayon pa lang na nagsisinungaling ka sakin, nasasaktan na ako. Bakit mo nagawa yun? And now you're trying not to go to school? Kasi magfo-focus ka sa passion mo? Dyan sa pagbabanda mo?

Zakari:

Elli...

Mag-aaral ako next year. I'm not quitting forever. Dito muna ako before I get busy sa college. You know my Mother wanted me to be in a medical school and pag nandon na ako, ilalayo sakin ni Mama ang pagbabanda. I just wanna focus on this one before Mama takes this away from me, Elli.

I'm sorry. I was about to tell you. I didn't plan to keep it hidden. Sasabihin ko naman talaga sayo.

I'll call, Elli.

Elli:

Please, wag mo na pahirapan sarili mo.

Z

akari:

Baby, please.

Elli:

Sorry I lied when I said I still wanna stay when you asked me. The last time you asked me that, i was  already in doubt.

I still think I love you, but I guess this is the right decision for I don't love you enough. As much as I wanna hold on and stay, I know this isn't the love we deserve.

I'm sorry for the messed I've caused. Im grateful for all the memories, Zak. A lot to be thankful for this year but those days take the cake.

Zakari:

Elli, don't do this

Galit ka lang. Need lang natin mag-usap over call so we could still fix everything

Answer my call, baby

Elli, please

Galit ka lang eh. Hindi ko na uulitin yun.

Please

Elli

Baby

Don't do this