Grief

Anger Pt 2

"Silence isn't going to help anyone here Natsu. You need to talk to me" Dr. Kavinsky urged the pinkette, her soft eyes glowing with understanding, "Nobody will be angry"

The dragon slayer snorted resentfully, his eyes angrily staring at the ground. He wasn't talking because of some petty reason like that! Granted, it was something else that had been on his mind recently. After the outburst three days ago his demeanor started to become less aggressive towards his friends. After keeping himself hold up in there for five hours he opened the door, only to be met with the enraged faces of his companions. It wasn't until then that he realized he made Lucy cry and he felt guilty and ashamed at his inconsiderate actions. She only wanted to calm him down. There was absolutely no reason for him to treat her like that! He honestly didn't deserve her forgiveness...

"I don't deserve her friendship" he muttered bitterly. Kavinsky stared sympathetically at him observing his body position. He was hunched over in his chair, his fists clenched in tight balls. His eyes held dark circles bagging around his eyelids. Kavinsky noted this and decided to talk about his sleep patterns with Makorav to determine if they should confront Natsu about medication usage to help his restless nights. Smiling benevolently at the young man she nodded with thoughtful consideration of his opinion before calmly probing him with "Why do you think that?"

"All she was trying to do was calm me down when I lashed out at her! What kind of friend does that?" he reprehended standing up from his chair. His eyes, wide and clear, scrutinized intensely into hers. She gazed evenly at the dispirited male holding his regard. After some time he vamoosed the room slamming the rasping door behind him. He didn't return to psychotherapy the next day.