「"Things aren't gonna get worse, right? Right..?"」
「After a week, G feels better and then enjoys himself for a while along with the other letters, including his own friends. But suddenly, the same incident has occurred to happen once again, but it b...
I was sleeping with my tears dried out of my face somehow, and then I slowly and roughly got back up again, only to see.. the white void once again? It felt strange, being in here for the third time, but at least I get to see P again more.
No one seemed to be around me, and so on, I was walking in the void all by myself with a lifeless expression, minding my own business while being in there without having to worry about anything else until someone reminds me about the biggest mistake that I have ever done in my entire life at all.
And for a couple of seconds, I looked down to the ground and then sighed, due to how much realization I got from how much I fucked up by making myself look like an embarrassment to so much letters to the point where I just.. can't be happy anymore. Never again.
And when I looked back up, the first letter I saw in the white void here.. was a version of..
..My old self?
And yet, I went from looking lifeless to feeling utterly scared to the fact that I have seen my old self stare at me, looking very much annoyed at me for some reason.
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"Wh- What the fu..-" I stopped for just a second while he still kept staring at me.
And just that, I think I know by now.
"Do you realize how much you fucked up?" He started his words thrown at my face. For that, I was frozen in horror. For that, I couldn't even speak nor move a single bit.
"I seriously can't believe that you made a big fuss in front of other letters, simply because HE didn't involve you." My old self also added on to his sentence.
I didn't know what to do, so apparently, I just tried to play dumb. "Uhm.. Who's that "he" that you're talking about, if I-"
"—You know who. Stop acting stupid like a bitch you are." My old self approached me with a stern look on his face and then aggressively placed his fist at my neck.
"Wh.. what.." I whimpered, looking at his face, all disappointed and miserable-looking. I can tell that he couldn't stand me, trying to act all scared and all, so he just threw me on the floor with no simple hesitation nor any second thought of his very own head possible. How unexpected..
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY "WHAT"?!" He yelled at me while I was still stuck in the empty white ground.
"I was just asking.." I tried to say, but then wasn't in the mood to yell back. "..What do you really want from me..?"
And for that, my old self just took a deep breath and then made a loud, annoyed sigh. He can very much tell that I have been wearing a depressed face for too long, even since P died due to the poison syringe that has been injected unter her body by X himself.
"I just.. wanted to tell you something." He finally said, coming closer to me while looking down at my face. "And you need to realize this."
"Realize.. what-?" I quietly asked him with a loss of words while I slowly got back up in a few seconds, since I didn't even know what to do in this white void anymore, except to watch myself get confronted by others who are forever stuck in it.
