your dreams and wishes in a fanfiction

the feelings (kpop x gay)

TW: CRINGE (cringe cringe cringe)

Sana's POV

We had just finished filming on the set of dance the night away. When I was going back to her dorm with tzuyu, thoughts were running at the speed of light through my head. I wanted to tell Tzuyu, to tell her how good she did on set, but the slight twinge of jealousy from earlier was gnawing on. I saw it as bright as day, when Tzuyu picked Chae up in the most affectionate way. I wished it was me, she wished that Tzuyu could hug her the same way. Out of confusion and a slight bit of frustration, I pushed open the door to her, Dahyun, and tzuyu's room only to see everybody there, playing uno while eating bibimbap. The atmosphere was very content and placid, the lights were dimmed and the chatter was very quiet. I could tell, even though her fellow members were happy, they were quite tired. I slowly sat down with my members, feeling the warm energy engulf me as Jihyo handed me a bowl of bibimbap, telling me, "Share with tzuyu!".

    Why did that sentence Jihyo just say make me feel uncomfortable suddenly, sitting right next to Tzuyu? This shouldn't be happening, I've known Tzuyu for almost half my life, shared memories with her, yet there was some tension I felt. I looked over at Tzuyu, and she smiled at me. "Should we dig in?" Tzuyu asked. I could barely reach my spoon and unwrap the plastic that was sealing it. My hands were so shaky. "Sure" I said as I giggled slightly, I don't know why I laughed, but I did. I opened the lid to the bibimbap, and we both took a spoonful. "Cheers!" Tzuyu said as she smiled. I laughed. "Saranghae!" We put our spoons together, and I could feel the salty, fragrant, flavors ceaselessly spreading in my mouth. It was good, and it almost tasted like the one I tried when I was a brand new trainee at Jay Why Papi entertainment. That memory I wanted to return to, the wistfulness I felt almost made me feel like crying. "Stop it," I told myself. I was being so melodramatic.

Dahyun: Can birds fly?

Nayeon: Dahyun's eagle dance

Nayeon: No.