Who Killed Aylee?

Chapter 10

Penny

     I wasn't in the mood to think. I wasn't in the mood to talk or even worry. I just knew that if I am the rat, If I am sent away or even killed I want to be with Silas just once. In the morning I'll worry about my actions. I'll think about it later. I'll over think about it later. I didn't even know I would end up here. But I am glad I did.

I bite his lip softly and when he moans I can tell he likes it. He isn't worried right now either. He sits up and I take his shirt off. Making eye contact a bit too much for my liking, like I will have to answer for my actions right after we are done. Like he is going to see right through me and know I am a fraud. He lifts my nightgown up over my head and looks me over. Flopping back on the bed like I hit him. A smirk forms and then he rolls me over to my back taking over control of our actions.

" You never answered my question." He says between kisses.

" I'll answer any questions you have... after." I say knowing what I want. I just want him. I don't want to change my mind. I don't want to answer the why right now?

He crosses his hands over my stomach and rests his chin on his wrist and peers up at me. " Now that is not fair and we both know it."

I feel the ache I started by just coming into the room. The build up to the need for him. The need for him to touch me, kiss me, consume me. I run my hands through his hair and smile. He knows I want him, why lie now? " I have never felt like this before. I have never wanted someone so much in my life. I just want this. I just want you."

He rises up on his knees placing his hands on either side of my shoulders and reaches to kiss my lips. " Thank you." Still smirking. Knowing he won this battle. I didn't even have a chance.

I close my eyes and lose my mind with every kiss, every lick, every touch. He makes small circles where I need him to touch me. All while sucking and licking my inner thigh. I let out a little moan when I am close but he pulls away. Then rises to his knees again and smiles the most beautiful smile I have ever seen down at me. Like nothing in this messed up world is worth anything without me in it.

He lifted my leg, bending it at the knee and holding it up to almost the side of me. Within seconds he enters my folds. I let out a bit too loud of a yelp and he covers my lips with his to quiet me. He is going slow. Like we have all the time in the world. Like he has been waiting so long for this and doesn't want to rush any of it. He nips at my upper lip and then growls when I scrap my nails down his back. I want him closer, deeper. It feels so good I drag my nails down the full length of his back again. Something inside my lite. Like I had been waiting for this moment my whole life and now here it is. I see colors and stars behind my eyelids.

" Silas" I breathe, again too loud.

"Shhhh, they will come looking." I nod understanding. Closing my eyes and losing myself in him. " Good girl " He whispers so I drag my nails down his back again and his whole body shakes. I feel the pressure in my hips. He starts going faster. Placing a hand on the wall above us. He's at a new angle and I can see his chest. Smell him, taste him. He consumes me. I plant small light kisses along his chest and arm. Then look up at him and his eyes are already on me. Going at a slow pace again. Feeling almost no friction, just connection. It's a deeper feeling than just sex. Its mind- altering and completely consuming. He brings his forehead to mine again and closes his eyes like he is trying to tell me something he can't say out loud.

" Dont stop" I beg

He smirks and bends down to me, grazing his lips along my jaw. " I don't plan on it" He whispers. So hot, so breathy. He was exactly what I needed. What I wanted. What I was made for.