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What..? Clowzy!

This could involve some very serious topic, such as suicide and violence. If you aren't comfortable with it then, I suggest you don't read, please and thank you.

Clown's POV-
I was running, running to save Branzy. Branzy was being held captive by some group named the Bandits. (IT$ NO+ u$ +HIS TIM3!) I swear if he dies, I will murder them all. I won't be able to live without him.. I'll just have to go with him. I'll stay with him no matter what. He's forever stuck with me.
Please oh please, Branzy don't die on me!
Please I can't live without you.
Your everything I could ask for.
I don't want to loose you.
Please Branzy, hold on for just a few minutes.
I start running faster thinking of all the possibilities if I make it to him late.
After what felt like an eternity I see a base, I barge in. Look around for who knows how long.
Before I get to a door that's locked. I kick the door down, and look inside to see all kinds of people. I look at all of them, and immediately start to attack each and every one of them. I swing my arms around and around making sure to attack all of them. I want them dead, I want their blood all over me. I don't want them to live, after what they did to Branzy. They are toast, they are done.

I swing and swing until I can't I look around me. Seeing blood everywhere, me in the middle of the room, surrounded by dead bodies. I see Branzy in the corner. He's..

Dead.

I'm going to slaughter everyone in this house. Even if they didn't help. They must've helped plan it. I start looking around the house, opening and closing doors. I come across many people. They are all now dead. I will do whatever it takes to revive Branzy. But in the end I know it'll never work. So why not just break the barrier between us and kill myself? Just so I can be with him. I hold my sword to my chest. Pointing it to my heart, I stab it in there. Fast, after sometime I collapse to the floor. Not seeing anything, only pitch black. And I feel nothing. I feel myself ascend, staying where I was, I then heard a voice,
"Your time isn't up yet, you'll be reborn. And reborn. Each time you will see your partner, being slaughtered. Sometimes it might even be you facing the consequences. But it will continue, just like any cycle you've seen. You will look almost the same. You will remember all of your lives, even your partner will. Now you will be reborn. Enjoy."
I feel myself come to life. I start crying pretending as if I am any ordinary baby. Time goes and comes, but I am just anticipating finding Branzy

-Years later when 'Clown' is older, and he is starting high school-
I am finally starting high school, I hope I get to see Branzy, just like that thing said. But it hasn't come yet. I want to see him again. I won't get my hopes up, I keep thinking I'll see him again every darn year. But it never came! I went to the pricipals office to gain my schedule. After all I'm new, while I was walking out of the office I bumped into someone. I fell to the ground they gave me their hand to help me up.
"B-Branzy?" I mumbled,
"Excuse me? What'd you say?" I heard,
"Oh I'm sorry I though you were someone else." I said towards them,
"Oh it's alright. Bye then." They said walking into the Office. I got my hopes up for nothing again! I've just gotta give up by now. I won't find him.

-years passed yet again. Clown was not successful in finding Branzy until one day, during college-
I was doing my normal thing when I was called into the head master's office. I walked toward abt office and knocked.
"Come in!" I heard from the other side,
I walk in and see a new student, I know who they are... it can't be..
"Clown, I would like you to give a tour to the new student. And show them his classes. I'm pretty sure you guys have the same schedule. So you'll be able to show him around. During your free periods" the principal said.
(y'all I'm sorry if I got anything wrong for the college, I've forgotten over the years. I'm sorry..)
"Sure, no problem." I said bowing to the principal. I started to walk out and the new student followed me.
"Welcome back Branzy." I say,
"Clown!" I heard, and I felt arms around me, I hug Branzy back. I cry into his shoulder, finally so happy to finally see him and hear him again. After so long, I'm finally with you.

-years later, they are now in their 30-40's-

"This news just in! A killer is on the run! They have escaped from a well guarded prison. And are now on the run! If you happen to see them, please call a local police department near you. They are near ##### street and ###### town. Please if anyone lives near there, remain calm and keep everything locked. Thank you for listening." I heard from the TV, while looking at Branzy, knowing what was going to happen.
"You know what that means Branzy, I love you." I say giving Branzy a kiss on the lips. It's the end for this life. And a start of a new one, we get ready for bed knowing what's about to happen. We look at each other, hoping to meet earlier then this life. I give him a peak on the cheek, hold onto him tight. And drift off to sleep. And I wake in a new body.

It's the same every life. I spend years waiting for Branzy, some lives I get to meet him early, and in others it take years for me just to meet him. And on everyone we get killed or one us get killed and then one of us kills ourselves. Knowing we would see each other again. I just wish to live a peaceful life one day. But that's hasn't come, at least yet. I hope.

This is the price you had to pay, for all the things you've guys done. Branzy and Clown, this is your forever prison.
What.. was that?

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The end.

I hope y'all enjoyed that. Is this angst? Idk. I tried at least :D and I'm tired it's like 1 in the morning for me :) now goodnight! Or good morning! Idk we'll see.