Stardust And Secrets|| D.M ||

6

" Daddy issues - The neighborhood"
Draco's POV:
I woke up and noticed I was running late. I lost my sanity last night. Couldn't remember whether it was a dream or reality.
That girl last night was so ethereal and how she danced and the melody of her voice, I-I can't describe the feeling I had last night. I cannot take that girl out of my mind. I asked her to come again tonight. Wish I could relive last night forever.
I ran as fast as I could to potions skipping breakfast but it was better than detention with Snape.
I reached the class exactly on time and took a seat next to the stupid Ravenclaw I got paired with.
The class started and a girl barged in,
Evara Asterin
She was shivering and her nose was also running.
" So Miss Asterin any new excuse?"
" Eh- I have c-caught a col- AHH CHOO "
" And why is that? "
" Uh- I-I always have seasonal fevers"
I quickly noticed that she was lying because whenever she lied she didn't make eye contact or stayed still. She will either move her legs or play with her hands.
She took a seat next to Theodore
My partner was too stupid to be a Ravenclaw and I always did the work. I caught myself taking glances at both of them
They looked almost, happy
The way they smiled was so beautiful and how clingy she can be sometimes was cute and her bit of rabbit teeth made her look funny. She was the perfect combination of beauty and brain because she excelled in everything single subject. Like how can it be possible? Then suddenly she started looking at me, we looked into each other's eyes and examined each other's faces. The spark just got into me and I broke the eye contact. Why am I so stupid now she will think I am obsessed with her.

The class ended quickly and I took a quick snack and rushed into D.A.D.A. with Ravenclaw and Gryffindor

Today we were going to face our boggart and I thought it was stupid so I just stood in the corner with Crabbe and Goyle.
Everyone has stupid fears like spiders or vampires.
Then came Evara's turn her boggart turned into ........ A woman?
" You are completely worthless a total shame to your family. You are just self-obsessed, you are just an annoying little brat who DOESN'T BELONG IN THE WIZARDING WORLD. Do you know a fact about yourself? YOU DON'T DESERVE AND WILL NEVER BE LOVED BY ANYONE REMEMBER THAT"
A single tear fell down her cheek and she instantly burst into crying.
Luna tried to comfort her but nothing worked
Lupin tried to make her laugh but nothing worked. She threw her books to the ground and started running from the class. Lupin allowed Luna to chase her.
Who was that woman? I just guess that she was her mother. She looked like a horrible woman.
After the class, I thought to visit her and thought would comfort her
I entered her dorm and saw her crying and writing something
" Hey it's me Malfoy are you ok-"
" Malfoy please go away I don't have the energy to deal with you right now "
" I just want"
" JUST GET OUT "
" OKAY GEEZ YOU ARE SO ANNOYING "
I shouldn't have said her annoying
She stood up and looked into my eyes.
Her eyes were swollen. I saw anger burning in their eyes while giving me a death stare and she pointed her wand at my chin and lifted it
" I said get out because you can't deal with angry Evara, darling"
"At least I don't have a mother like yours "
"At least I don't have daddy issues, you little git"
I just walked outside feeling a bit humiliated but I knew I would meet that girl at night made me happy.
That girl made me remember that my father is not proud of me, the worst thing that can happen to me. I just needed peace I still had astronomy with her and I hated it.
How did she know about my relationship with my father? That Nott would have told her
She was so annoying why was I going to comfort her?
Since childhood, I did everything to make my father feel proud and everything he has done for me makes me give up but I can't be worthless.

I was free now and I could sit beside the lake.
I started to journal my feelings.

The second was beautiful too beautiful to describe, I felt so calm but I suddenly remembered that I was going to be a death eater in a few years. Was I going to kill everyone? Will I hurt the innocent? That thought just took over my mind like wild.
I hate imagining killing the innocent but what can I do?
I realized that it was dinner time and I went back inside.
The dinner already started.
I didn't eat much and ran back to my dorm.
I just sat in my dorm looking at the moon.
The moon was so beautiful tonight. So beautiful that it gave a smile on my face