| UNHINGED | WILHEMINA VENABLE

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I wanted to beg her to let me back in, "Davina", "what happened?" I whisper looking around then back to her, "the baby is gone" she says not coming near me, "what...?", "you lost the baby", "I-..." I don't really know what to say, should I be happy or sad i don't fucking know how to feel about this.

"so you did it" her voice filled with pain, "yes" I says with no hesitate, "see where brings you?", "what? You're saying- this is my fault?" "Are you blaming me for losing the baby or for getting myself pregnant?",
"for fuck's sake Davina, I'm not blaming you" she take a deep breath,
"seems like you are, but that's my life, you and I-" I pause a little "you're engaged, and I'm not. you don't have to pretend like you care Ms.Venable",
"I DO I STILL CARE ABOUT YOU" she says through gritted teeth,
"I don't not even sure what care means to you" I says,
"Come home, Davina" did I heard it clearly or is this 1st sign of hallucination, I look at her confuse,
"Ms.Venable I don't know what you're saying, your Fiancé is out there, waiting",
"Damn it Davina, It's not like I'm married",
"you love her?" I murmur,
"you love him?" she walk closer,
"you answer my question",
"will you didn't answer mine",
"I asked first",
"I don't know" she blurt out,
"I don't know too",
"Fine I don't" she lower her voice,
"Still I don't know" I sigh,
"Don't make me, make you come home" she exhaled,
"You have no right",
"you suffer enough without me for a month, I don't see why you have to continue torturing yourself" "did you think about me while doing it with him?" I just stare at her,
"thought so" she smirk,
"you're crazy" what is she now, a psychic?,
"now stop being so stubborn, baby" she caress my cheek with her soft palm,
"what about her?" I point at the door direction, Viola heard everything I don't know when she came in, Wilhemina sigh knowing she's here too.
"When did you come in?" Wilhemina turn to her,
"A while and heard enough" she says her expression is unreadable,
"who said you could come in?",
"what am I suppose to do, you're gone for too long, I thought something might had happen between you and your whore",
"I TOLD YOU NOT TO CALL HER THAT" Wilhemina slap the bitch, the audacity I cannot bear,
"She's nothing but a whore, don't you see it, she let a man fucked her",
"You're done and I'm done with you, go back to the house and when I'm back I want you and your belongings gone" Wilhemina sternly said,
"No I'm staying" bitch please,
"Leave now Viola" "The girl on the bed is my wife, and she's not a whore, you are. your things at the house, get it and then get out",
Viola slam the door closed,
"what was that" I was shocked, she just called me her wife.

"Davina Clair stop being a brat and come home with me" she soften her gaze,
"I can't Wilhemina" even if I want to, i can't do this to her, I let a guy screwed me and now I feel so disgusted.
"I know you want to",
"You should be disgusted now that you know I slept with him",
"I don't give shit about him or the baby which is now dead, all I care is that you are alive and I love you" "I love you so much now come home baby" she kiss the back of my hand and hold it tightly,
"and what should I tell him?",
"You don't have to talk, leave that to me" she assured,
"Let's go home" I pulled her in for a kiss, "let's go home" she lay a kiss on the top of my nose.
"I miss home and I miss you" I hug her,
"I miss you too baby" she run her finger down my hair.

Home.