A Nameless Song: Remembrance

To My Dearly Beloved

Warning: This Story is not for the faint of heart and will contain some dark and disturbing themes, this book will contain topics such as Depression and Suicidal thoughts and many similar topics. 

You Have Been Warned.

???'s POV:

Alone, they've all left me, I have nothing left in this pathetic place, nothing, nothing at all. I've lost everyone, I've pushed them away from me all of them, I'm just a shell of who I once was, a walking living husk of a memory. I've hurt those close to me, those who tried to help and comfort me in my pain but I pushed them away until I found myself all alone, and yet I still had one companion through this pain. Despite the harsh and hateful things I've said to them, they still remained by my side through all of it, despite everything I've done to hurt them they just wouldn't leave....they were there longer than anyone else and still tried to help me, and in some ways they did and somedays I honestly felt a bit better about all of this, that maybe things weren't as bad as I believed them to be...

but...

Nothing could fix this type of pain, nothing would be able to help me deal with something like this, nothing would ever help me forget about it, nothing would ever replace...

Him

The others tried to help me but soon gave up once they realized that there was no fixing me, and despite all of their efforts, I couldn't forget him, I couldn't fix the hole he left in my heart after he left, nothing. I kept lashing out at them every time they told me to move on, to forget about it all, to forget him, but I wasn't having any of it, none of them could understand this, none of them EVER would understand how this feels, even Kronii, the one person who I thought would've understood how I felt, refused to help me when I begged her to take us back to the start of this, to restart the timeline so I could see his face one last time. She looked at me with eyes full of pity as she denied my request, stating that something had to happen and that she wouldn't take us back as she told me it was time to let things go. "YOU SELFISH BASTARD!", I screamed at her as tears fell from my eyes as I pointed out how hypocritical she was being, as she had changed and messed with the timelines just so she could get her so-called happy ending and yet her she is refusing to help me, the one time I have ever asked her to do something like this and she refused my pleas. "Mumei I-", "SHUT UP!!", she tries to speak before I interrupted her my blood was boiling as I felt my fist clenched, she tried to speak again and reach out for me, "Mumei I-I just can't do thi-", she began before my rage was at an all-time high and the next thing I know my fist struck her face.

She didn't move or flinch she just stood there and took it, not even saying another word as I screamed at her. She didn't move or say anything as I just wept, not even bothering to look me in the eyes, "Mumei...", she says refusing to look at me as I glared at her, "There is something that I just can't change....and this is one of them.", she states as she finally looked me in the eyes her expression serious as I see that there were dried tears on her face. "No you're a fucking hypocrite, stay the hell away from me!", I scream at her as I push her away from me and started running away from her, wanting nothing to do with her or any of them, I just kept running leaving this horrible place that just brought me more pain. I couldn't believe any of this, I thought she was my friend, someone who would've understood what I was going through but no she was just as bad as the rest of them, she was a fucking hypocrite a fucking selfish prick that didn't care about any of us, I hate them, all of them none of them cared about me none of them.