Chicago Pd (Jay Halstead) lovely story

Part 25

Nev: so if you ever need to talk to someone i'm always here for you , and so is you team

All: Thank you so much for everything you have done for me, you have always been by my side through everything that I went through when I was younger

Nev: that's what friends are for, right?

All: ya they are *i give nev a hug*

*Nev hugs me back*

All: Well I have a case to solve *I wheel back to the group*

Nev: yea *she follows me back out*

*I wheel back to the team*

Jay: Allie are you ok? I'm sorry for mentioning everything that happened again

All: Yeah I'm fine *I say wiping tears off my face*

Adam: you sure your ok?

All: yep im good

*later that night back at my apartment*

All: umm Jay do you mind if i talk to you?

Jay: sure what's up?

All: I was just wondering if I could tell you about my childhood, Nev said it would be good for me to talk to someone that I trust

Jay: ofc you can talk to me, i'd love to hear what went down

All: ok, i guess i will start from the beginning when I was three my mom died of cancer, so it was just my dad looking after us, my dad always thought it was my fault that Mom died, so that's when he started becoming very abusive towards, towards me *I start shaking and my heart starts beating faster and faster*

Jay: hey, its ok, just take some deep breaths and take your time *he rubs my back*

*I take a few minutes just to take a deep breath until i can continue*

All: when I was older I told him I'm going to be a cop and he didn't like that idea so he started hurting me, I would try to protect myself but I just couldn't do it anymore that's when I told Nev what was going on, she helped me a lot through what was going on, when I just couldn't take it the pain anymore she called the cops, but the cops have enough evidence to charge him that day that he came back from the police station, he, he grabbed a knife and threatened to stab stab me if I ever told someone that again *I start breaking down crying*