Chapter 4

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TW: THERE IS R@** MENTIONED IN THIS. IT STARTS AT FLASHBACK BUT WILL END WHEN IT SAYS END OF FLASHBACK.

"I think I love you" I say with a smile. Harry looks down at me with a smirk and engulfs me in a large hug. He wraps his arms around my waist, pressing my body close to his. This is the first time in a long long time I have genuinely been happy. 
"Lets go on with this date then." He says grabbing my hand. 

He takes me into the woods to this lake surrounded by trees and a stair case made with wooden planks leading to some place in one of the trees. I think this is adorable but it does remind me of stuff  that has happened. Harry takes me up through the stairs that have fairy lights on the and through the room to the balcony. The fairy lights looks like Fizzy's old room in Doncaster. I remember helping her put them up on the day that that happened. 
Flashback:
"Hey Lou, can you help me put these lights up?" Fizzy's asks.
"Yeah of course Fiz, just point to where you want them placed" I grab the lights and start to unravel them from the package. She point to the top left corner of the back wall above her bed and to the top right corner. It goes perfectly with her pink sparkly unicorn tapestry. 
"Thanks Lou!" She wraps her arms around my legs giving me a very tight hug. I smile down and pick her up to place her on the bed. I go back to my room to flop down on my bed. I curl up under my blankets with songs by The Fray playing softly. After a few minutes a hear a loud screech. I run out of my room thinking one of the girls has gotten hurt by one or the other. I race down the steps not seeing anyone upstairs to see a large man standing in the living room with all my families corpses around. He is dressed in all black and has a gun in his waistband of the jeans. I put my hands over my mouth to hold in my sobs and screams. He walks over to me but I don't make any attempt to move because he would catch me either way.
"What's your name?" He says deeply. I'm trembling at this point.
"L-Louis" I whisper. He harshly grabs my waist and I am trying to get out of his grip but he just tightens it more. He growls harshly grabbing my ass tightly. I give up on trying to give out and my body just goes limp. I let him do anything to me because everything I ever cared about is gone. The people who loved me are gone. He touches me and hits me but I just cry. There's nothing to do until it is over and then I have to do this alone. Eventually he leaves just throwing me down and spits on my dead mother. I just curl up and cry until I get courage to call the police.

END OF FLASHBACK!!

Harry's POV

"Lou?"
"Baby"
"Angel Princess listen to me." I am trying to get his attention because he i shaking and sobbing curled up in the corner of the balcony. I walk closer to him and try to grab his hand but fail horrible when he screams pushing me away.
"Nononono stop" He keeps repeating shaking and crying. I don't know what to do so I quickly call up Zayn. 
Zayn: What's up Styles? Is everything okay?
Me: Zayn, Louis is shaking and crying right now but I don't know why we just got to the spot and he wont let me grab his hand or anything to help calm him down and he's not responding to anything. I'm scared what do I do?
Zayn: Okay shit. Okay something is reminding him of what happened. Just stay close to him without any contact and either play the song Little Things by One Addition or sing it. He will calm down in a few minutes. I'll let him tell you what to do beyond that but just be patient with him. 
Me: Okay thank you so much. Have a g'night.
Zayn: Of course, call me if you need anything.

I hang up and sit next to Louis. As much as I want to hold him and calm him down I do as Zayn says and start singing Little Things by One Addition. 

Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me
But bear this mind, it was meant to be
And I'm joining up the
dots, with the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me
I know you've never loved
The crinkles by your eyes when you smile
You've never loved your stomach or your thighs
The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine
But I'll love them endlessly
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if I do, it's you
Oh, it's you, they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things
You can't go to bed without a cup of tea
And maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep
And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep
Though it makes no sense to me
I know you never loved the sound of your voice on tape
You never want to know how much you weight
You still have to squeeze into your jeans
But you're perfect to me
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if it's true, it's you
It's you, they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all these little things
You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you
And you'll never treat yourself right darling, but I
want you to
If I let you know, I'm here for you
Maybe you'll love yourself like I love you, oh
And I've just let these little things slip out of my mouth
'Cause it's you, oh, it's you
It's you, they add up to
And I'm in love with you
And all these little thingsI won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
But if it's true, it's you
It's you, they add up to
I'm in love with you
And all your little things


Louis is a little calmer now like his breathing is more steady and he is looking at me with tears still streaming down his face. I smile for reasurrance and put my hand out to see if he wants to grab it. He looks at it and slowly grabs it and squeezes it tightly. 
"Are you okay Louis?" I say more quietly not to startle him. He nods. His eyes are breaking in front of me and lip quivering. He bits down his lip so he doesn't cry. 
"Are you sure Angel?" He shakes his hand no. 
"Can I touch you?" He nods slowly. I smile and slowly get closer and keep his hand in mine. I need to see if he get uncomfortable or not. I don't want to over step at all. He looks up at me but does grabby hands with his free hand. I carefully grab him and place him on my lap. He grips my shirt tightly and nuzzles his head in my neck. I have my hands on his waist and just whisper in his ears sweet nothings until I feel his grip loosen. I kiss the top of his head and his lifts his head up and looks at me. 
"I'm sorry I ruined the date Haz." He says whimpering right after. 
"Angel, you didn't ruin anything. I understand stuff happens. Did you want to talk about what cause it though?" I offer. He shakes his head and whispers a no. I nod. 
"M'tired Hazzie." He says quietly. 
"Do you want to go back to your house or mine?" I ask. I need to make sure he is comfortable with everything. 
"Mine please. Can you stay though?" 
"Of course love. Lets get going." I pick him up and we head through the woods back to the car with Louis asleep with tear streaks down his face. 

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 27, 2023 ⏰

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