I put a wall up. I don't tell you things. Not intentionally all the time, but to see if you care enough to stay and climb over that wall no matter how tough it is or how high it is. I don't let people in. And I haven't been able to for a long time. I've learned to walk alone. But if you wanna be apart of my life, and walk beside me, show me.
Dont tell me. Don't get mad at me whenever I don't spill my heart out when you ask what's wrong. Talk to me, let me know it's okay. Comfort me. Give me time. Stay on the phone with me so I don't go to sleep upset. So that I'm not alone.
Because I already feel alone. It's not easy to trust someone whenever you've been nothing but betrayed and abandoned. I've been hurt. I'm still healing. So don't expect too much.
I just really need someone who cares enough to stay.
YOU ARE READING
honey and glass
Non-Fictionthoughts, rants vents, poems and whatever else goes on in my brain
