honey and glass

vent #3

I'm underweight for my age and it's always been something I've been picked on for, I have a fast metabolism and it's really hard for me to put on weight. I've been trying really hard to gain weight lately and it's really frustrating because it's not working very well.

I really hate my body. I just wish I could gain weight more easily. I wish I had bigger legs and arms, I want to feel strong. I just look really bony, it's not attractive on my body, and it makes me feel so bad about myself, I don't feel beautiful. And it doesn't help when people comment on how my body looks and tell me to "eat a burger" or that I'm "as thin as a rake" or tell me I'm not as pretty as other girls that have fuller curves than I do. It hurts. It really hurts, and I try so hard. 

I just want to be beautiful.