This fanfic - the stories in each chapter are NOT my own work. I want to make it very clear that I am not claiming authorship; I'm just saving them here for myself, because I enjoy reading them all the time and thought it would be more practical to...
summary: ever since you met james potter on your sophomore year of college, you haven't been able to deny the effect he had on you, as much as you hated it. he was a player, always got what he wanted, and was just stupid, to say the least. sharing a friend group didn't make it any better. sure, you both just scoffed at each other and would both agree that one another was insufferable. it seemed perfect when it started, thanks to that very drunken night, after a fight on the phone with your asshole of an boyfriend, but what happens when you feel like the benefit part wasn't enough for you?
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warnings: getting cheated on and cheating (not on each other but with each other) bad morals, kissing, dom james, making out, degradation?, fingering, penetration, overstimulation, use of y/n once, unprotected (don't even think of doing that irl i've got my eye on u)
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"im serious! you have to break up with him, he's an asshole" said lily through the speakers on your phone, you hated how she was always right.
"i know", you look away from the screen, viewing your room, as lily kept on talking, you were able to see her facial expressions just because of the sound of her voice, even if you were looking away from the face time display on your phone.
"... and he's not even pretty! he's just a cheating piece of garbage" she finished, spitting out the offenses. you smile, even when he was that far away (a whole other continent) he would still fuck up brutally, over and over again. sure, lily didn't know you were also a 'cheating piece of garbage', but your boyfriend did it first, or at least that was what you took comfort on.
"i get it, lil's, thank you." you smile, pausing your video.
'hii, u up?' is typed in very quickly and sent to a contact with the name of james potter. you went back to the face time quickly, heartbeat quickening with the anxiety for a response, in a few seconds you saw the notification 'be there in five, bringing chinese' you smile at that, he knew about your obsession with left over asian food.
"gotta sleep, thank you for the talk though" you tell lily, very anxious to turn off the phone and turn on some silly playlist.
"no worries, see you at work monday?" she asked, like if you even had a choice about coming in, you nodded, turning the phone off. the past next moments were excruciatingly painful, you hated those 10 minutes more than anything. it was a build up of anxiety and being nervous if you were getting stood up, of course, that never even happened with james, but really, you weren't friends like that. or maybe you were, you don't really know. he was fun once you got to know him, and he did know a lot about you by now. but of course, the friends with benefits couldn't work out any longer, it never did, did it? someone would always end up catching feelings. its not like its that big of a deal though, its just no one outsmarts it.
these thoughts did consume you until you heard the knock on your door, you had started to recognize his knocks a long time ago, slow one, three quick ones, two quick ones. it was fun now that you though about it, you waited around 15 seconds at the door, you always did that, you were carful for him never think you were desperate, being sure he'd tease you about it later if he ever did. and so you open the door, he smiles at you, entering and closing the door, as he's leaving the food on the kitchen table he starts,
