Ally's diary!!

June 28th

So yesterday was actually kinda bad.
No like really bad, i almost got r worded
i really sick of this shit happening to me, the guy who was doing it has been harassing me these past few months. My ex, he used to have a wattpad but i think he doesn't go on much anymore and i blocked him  so he won't see this, but good thing is that he's moving. Im not even sure if he graduated yet since his grades where shitty asf, i've had a few seizures yesterday 3 while i was awake and 4 while i was trying to sleep.
I didn't have the mental capacity to do anything, i wanted to talk to my boyfriend so bad but something inside me told myself that i couldn't. Something told me i would be to uncomfortable around him. I know he wouldn't sa or sh me like the others, yesterday started off pretty happy but it went downhill. The first asshole that came into my life and did this shit made living seem like a chore, and he still is even though he can't hurt me anymore. i can still feel him touching my and whispering nasty shit in my ear. This one phrase keeps repeating every time in my head, "You fucking scream and i'll kill you and everyone you love." I can still hear his voice repeating the words, i don't feel comfortable writing this anymore so
Goodbye loveys, i love you all so much !!