Ally's diary!!

August 4th

hi everyone, these past few days haven't been quite good
my parents have been pestering me and i keep having dreams about the people i wanna forget
and i felt a swarm of feelings including not being able to be happy or i'll be hurting someone and wanting to kill myself so i wouldn't inconvenience people anymore
so last night i tried to kill myself and failed
and i just came from the hospital and ate that weird hospital food so now my stomach hurts
i honestly don't feel comfortable being me anymore but i have to go to group therapy at 5:00 pm and it's 1:48 pm at the time
so ill tell them what happened
insult me if you wish i don't even know anymore i'm just a nuisance to society
update: parents are fighting it is currently 3:10 pm
update 2: it is 5:21 and i had to have a family session with the counselors and my mom insulted me multiple times the counselor just nodded her head