Ally's diary!!

July 8th again...(apology chapter)

TW MENTIONS OF SUICIDE GASLIGHTING MANIPULATING RAPE SA

I'm super duper sorry you didn't set the Boundaries of me venting to you !!
I'm realllyyy sorry I "hated" on your favorite server when they ignored me having a uncontrollable mental breakdown while I said I was gonna kms including you ignoring me too <3
Im very sorry that you tried to gaslight and manipulate me about me having a therapist when I told you I was going to therapy almost everyday 😨😢😢
Im very sowwy that i respected your privacy when you said no to seeing the dms and then saying I didn't respect it when I did!!
I'm very sorri for you saying it was okay if I told you my issues even if it was a long time and even if you where a little kid!
I'm very sorry if I didn't want you to invade my privacy and look at my face and make fun of me 😘
I'm very sorry you said I lied about my deadname when I told you my real deadname was willow <333
I'm very sorry you got suspicious of me lying about my gfs when she said she couldn't take pictures in the hospital when literally it is a fact that you can't!!
I'm very Sowwy i hated on ur favorite server when they made almost kms and they expected an apology from me!! I'm very Sowwy your a pissy brat who doesn't understand that guilt tripping isn't just saying "you don't love me" guilt tripping is saying you don't love me when you don't get what you want out of a person, and I never did that to you because whenever I said that it was when I was venting and nothing you said before was denying something from me!!
I'm sorry you continued to stay in a server and hung out with people who told me to kms!!! And said some dookie ass excuse like "i need to stay in a server cause I'm a mod" or whatever like what the fuck.
Imagine your friend was in a group of people who bullied you and you told them it felt really invalidating to you With at they stayed and they said "oh well I need to stay because I need to be popular"  of course you would hate them? Like then say I'm the bad person for reacting in a sad way and having a mental breakdown? Saying the server is supposed to be chill? You would choose a discord fucking server over your "friend" who's apparently not your friend. Nah Elliot your a fake ass hoe. A  fake ass friend matter a fact. 💀 I hope all your friends see this so they can see how fake and shitty you are. You lie to people and betray your friends because of simple miscommunication and assumptions.

I'm very sowwy you told me that I was pissing you off from venting after I said I was gonna kms and said I wasn't working on my mental health when I was and when I asked if I was bothering you, you said no! So in conclusion you lied, manipulated, gaslighted, ignored me 2 times while I said I was gonna kms, and lied about me!

I'm very sorry but that "only 13" excuse isn't gonna get you out of this one. You keep saying you think I'm a little kid, if I was you would be in even more trouble asshole. Then proceed to say that you shouldn't be dealing with me since your 17 when you only bringing this up cause ur angry when I said this a long time ago, and what did I do in your perspective?
Disrespected your boundaries (when I didn't even see your dms and respected your boundaries 100%)
Hated on your favorite server (oh boohoo suicide isn't important your server is..the world doesn't revolve around you there's much more important problems.
Made assumption of my rape, sa, and kidnapping be fake because your making assumptions when you really don't know what's going on in my life. Saying your only 13 is like talking to a therapist younger than you and than saying their only 15 and shouldn't have to be dealing with it when they shouldn't even have became a therapist in the first place..It's good that I made your life hell when you almost made me lose my life over a silly temper tantrum, I ignored you but then you ca,e crawling back like some attention seeker.
I was nice to you I respected your boundaries and I did in fact say sorry about the server situation and explained that it was uncontrollable. Do better I told my therapist this today and she still agrees with me, ik you say you don't care but you obviously do since you wanna crawl back to me all using stuff that I don't even do to my friends.

So yeah sorry I had a uncontrollable breakdown and accidentally hurt some people in the process....I'm very sorry that so many people agree with me that you feel the need to say I'm spreading lies about u when I'm spreading the truth! Sorry I called them assholes for not apologizing when I thought you agreed with was in fact an asshole move since I couldn't control it!!
Sorry that you didn't wanna follow basic communication skills and tell me what you thought !!
Dis is for Elliot and Katz btw!! Elliot stop putting your delusion beliefs on everyone else <3