Ranboo and Tubbo's diary| Beeduo Oneshots

What if it was Tubbo and not Ranboo that died?

Ranboo's pov* tw: mention of suicide.

I sat on the couch barely keeping my eyes open as I waited for Tubbo to come home. He's been coming home crying and with cuts on him and I wanted to confront him about it. 12 quickly turned to 2 until I heard the door open.

"Tubbo." I say as I walk over to him tiredly as I noticed him crying again. "W-wait you c-can see me?" He asked. "Of course I can, why wouldn't I?" I asked as I pulled him close and held him to my chest. "Oh, I guess you haven't heard yet... Ranboo, I'm dead. I killed myself." He explained.

I let go and stumbled back as I felt my heart shatter like glass. I shook my head in disbelief. "N-no! You-you can't be dead... This is a dream! This is a fucking nightmare!" I screamed as tears fell from my eyes making steam fly off my face.

I fell on my knees as tears streamed down my face. "No, you're joking right? Please tell me you're joking! You can't be fucking dead I need you!" I yelled as I hugged his legs. He kneeled down and wiped my tears, his hands were cold.

He placed a kiss on my forehead. "I'm so sorry I did this to you.. My special boo I'm so sorry." He said. He hugged me so tight and I didn't want to move, I wanted this to be a dream. I feel like I've failed as a husband.

After an hour I got up and went upstairs. "Come on bee." I said.

Ghostbo's pov*

He still calls me bee? Dose that mean he still considers me his husband? I got up and followed him, when I got to our room he was putting on a hoodie. "Hey Ranboo?" I asked. "Yeah?" He asked back. "Do you still consider me your husband?" I asked. He walked up to me and kissed me.

"Dose that give you an answer?" He asked.

I nodded and I followed him downstairs and out the door. "Where are we going?" I asked. "To someone I know who can give you back to me." He said, he had sadness and slight anger in his voice? Why anger? Is he mad at me?

"Are you mad at me?" I asked. "No, why would I be mad at you?" He asked. "Well I don't know, you just had anger in your voice and I was worried that you were mad at me." I said. he grabbed my hand and rubbed it. "I could never be mad at you, I'm mad at myself, for failing as your husband and not asking you what was wrong. And I'm so sorry for that." He said.

I floated in front of him and hugged him. "You didn't fail as my husband. I could never ask for another one. You were and still are amazing to me and I mean that from the bottom of my heart. I love you Ranboo Beloved, and that is one thing that will never never change." I promised.

He looked like he was about to cry, and he did. I floated up to his level and wiped his tears as I cupped his face and smiled. "It's ok boo, I don't want you to cry." I said as I gently kissed him.

"I love you too, and I'm so sorry if I was the reason why you did this to yourself. I should have talked to you, I'm so sorry my love." He said and pulled me into a tight hug and kissing my hair.

Time skip 30 minutes, brought to you by disturbed.

After a while we reached a weird house. Inside there were there weird glowing green threads of string lazily hanging from the walls and ceiling. It was also very dark aside from the strings giving off the least amount of light.

"Boo...?" I asked. I held onto his arm as I kind of his behind him. "Ranboo..." A deep voice emerged from the darkness. One of the strings came down and wrapped around Ranboo's neck gently pulling him to the voice.

"Dream, I need you to revive Tubbo! Please I'll do anything, I just need him back." Ranboo begged. "One condition.. You get me Tommy's discs." "Deal." He said. Dream opened a book and started reading something out loud.

It was in a different language that I didn't understand. My body started to hurt. "Boo.. It hurts a lot." I said as tears formed in my eyes from pain. He ran over and hugged me gently bringing me down to the floor.

"It's ok, it's ok.. It'll be over soon.." He promised. After a minute I disappeared from my husband's tight grasp, and I was now standing over my dead body. Then all I saw was black.

I woke up to Ranboo standing over me. "Bee!" He said. He pulled me up into his arms and kissed me. "Alright stop with the lovey dovey shit! Ranboo, remember our deal." Dream said.. What deal?

Ranboo picked me up and kissed me again. "I'm gonna love you, like I'm gonna lose you. And I'm gonna hold you, like we're saying goodbye." He said... What happened to me? "And I'll kiss you longer baby, any chance that I get. I'll make the most of the minutes and love with no regret, cause no, we're not promised tomorrow." He said as tears poured down his face slightly burning his skin.

''And wherever we're standing, I won't take you for granted.. Cause we'll never know when, when we'll run out time." He added.

I tightly held onto his suit as I cried being careful not to burn him. He kissed my head and teleported us home. He carried me upstairs and went to our room. He carefully laid me down on the bed and hugged me tightly as he closed his eyes. "I love you, I love you so much." He said.

I held onto him and listened to his purrs. "I love you too. And that will never ever change." I said. He buried his face in my hair and we both fell asleep in comfort.