Tubbo's pov*
I was in the living room playing with Michael and Ranboo came downstairs with a bag. "Michael why don't you go upstairs for a little bit hm?" I said. He nodded and ran upstairs.
I got up off the ground and walked over to Ranboo who was about to open the door. "Sweetheart why don't you take a break from all this work and just hang out with Michael and I? You seem to be overwhelmed by all of it lately and you deserve a break. You're doing such an amazing job and I'm so proud of you but you need a break my love."
"I can't Tubbo. I need to get this done!" He said slightly angry. "I know love, but it can wait for a little bit so you can rest." I said as I hugged his back. His tail wrapped around me pulling me off of him. He turned around.
"Can't you ever leave me alone? I mean you always have to be right next to me! And you whine about everything! I'm starting to think it was a mistake to marry you!" He snapped.
"Well I'm sorry for trying to be a loving Husband to you and caring about your mental health! I'm sorry for showing affection so you know that I love you! And I'm sorry for speaking my mind and being upset only wanting my husband to comfort me!" I said as tears rolled down my face.
"See? You're crying right now! Stop being so sensitive, I'm only speaking the truth!" He said. "If it was this easy to make you upset you're just proving my point."
"But Michael and I miss you, we want to spend time with you.. I want to spend time with you. I just want to love you as much as you love me-" He slapped me. "I don't love you, I couldn't give a damn about you! So will you shut up and just let me go!?"
Ranboo's pov*
What the fuck was I saying?! I can't believe I did that.. "Tubbo.. I am so sorry! I didn't mean a word of it I don't know what came over me. Please forgive me I love you so much and I am so sorry.." I said as I tried to hug him but he pushed me away.
"Don't touch me! You're not the man I married. I don't even recognize you right now." He said coldly. "Tubbo I'm sorry it was wrong of me to do that, I broke my vow to you and I am so sorry. I promise to never do that again, please just give me another chance!" I begged.
I didn't mean to hit him, I didn't mean to say that I don't know what came over me. I was now crying and begging. I can't lose him, I love him way too much to lose him!
"I fucked up, and that is my fault I am sorry! Please don't you hear sincerity in my voice? I'm sorry please look me in the eyes!this is my fault."
"I am done!" He said and tried to walk away.
"Bee can we please talk this out? I promise I didn't mean it, I would never say those things to you and mean it." I said. He sighed. He walked over and hugged me. "Please don't go.. I love you Tubbo, I love you so much, more than anything I can't lose you."
He reached up and wiped my tears with his thumbs. I picked him up and walked to the couch and sat down. "My special bee I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to hit you.." I whispered.
I hugged him tighter and kissed him. "Will you please take a break and rest?" He asked. I nodded. I dried the rear rolling down his cheek and kissed his head. "I'm begging you please don't leave." I said.
"I'm not, I love you Ranboo." "I love you too."
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Ranboo and Tubbo's diary| Beeduo Oneshots
Fanficthis is the diary between two lovers in snow chester. Ranboo and Tubbo