Amaya Lydia Jenkins is a young teenager that faces difficulties with mental health,due to childhood trauma.Exacerabated by the death of her mother caused by her father,Cole Bardot.Amaya is a teenager that lives in a blank world .
Her life is a mara...
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Tonight is Umairah's birthday and I bought her a sari,because she is hindu who very much loves her culture and a make-up kit since she's Latina whom loves her make up very much.
The only reason I decided to buy her a makeup kit was because,I noticed she loved doing her make up and she does it professionally.
I'm very quite nervous though,I'm still very much hurt by what Rose did and said to me.
We don't talk anymore,like we used to do before.I feel like we are strangers.
If it wasn't for Umairah's birthday,I wouldn't be going out tonight.
The amount of times,I cried yesterday was really painful, because I trusted and loved her very much.
And I still do.
A small part of me is hoping we can talk this out,but I can feel a knot in my stomach that's just telling me to leave it.
But I don't think I can, because she fixed me.I even stopped taking drugs and self harm.
"I'm going out now Charles,I might come back midnight."I yell taking my phone and and place it into my navy cargo pants pocket.
"Wait Maya."
Maya makes me think of Arielle so much,I miss her I wonder how she is doing.
"Here,this is my gift.Tell her it's made by me because it's made out of love."She says handing me the anklet.
"Okay,no problem."
"I love you Amaya,and I'm sure everything is going to be fine.Trust me.Have a good night."she says and hugs me.
I kiss her forehead in response and whisper."I love you too."
"Stay safe please and lock the doors.I beg you."I tell her as I walk out with the birthday bag while the Uber parks outside ready to pick me.
She blows a kiss and I respond back with a kiss.
Calm down. I can do this, everything is going to fine.
I tell myself repeatedly,trying to calm my anxiousness.
🝮︎︎︎︎︎︎︎🝮︎︎︎︎︎︎︎🝮︎︎︎︎︎︎︎🝮︎︎︎︎︎︎︎
The car parks Infront of her home,and wow,It sure is a party.
My eardrums might block anytime.
I walk in with the house and as soon as I see her,I tackle her with a huge hug from the back.
"Happy birthday Umi."I say shaking her.
Yes...I can be a little weird sometimes but who cares.
"Oh my gosh Amaya thank you,you look beautiful."She says and turns around to hug.
