Zee
- "why cant you give me my death? my family was long gone. i dont have anything to live for anymore."
- "thank the goddess she guided you my way, baby. thank you so much for not giving up on me."
- "please take my life for his. i dont need my li...
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im a prisoner.
on our bed.
for real this time.
im annoyed.
im cranky.
i want to roam around the house, i cant.
i want to bathe alone, i cant. i have to be with him.
i want to eat with him in the kitchen like before, i cant.
i want to go outside, i cant if im not carried down and laid down again on our lounge chair down there on the lawn.
now, im staring at the ceiling scratching my bulging stomach. wondering when will this sweet torture will be over.
i know i should be thankful that my mate was a thorough man carrying orders from my doctor but this is insane.
i know i should be patient and also follow the doctors instructions but this boredom is killing me inside out. yes, i could browse the net with my phone laying down or on my laptop for a short while while sitting up but wheres the joy in that.
if its not zee, its my mom thats accompanying me. and vice versa. see the boredom in that?
i miss my best friend actually.
mats been there all over me ever since i came into this town and now i could only see him through the screen. we chat yes but now thats seldom.
sigh.
the doctor came one day with a huge medical van with him that took a lot of space on our meager yard and did a final ultrasound on me. based on this, theyll decide if theyll stay put here or be somewhere near for me.
alls well with the baby but the lining that was shed due to what had happened was still there. i still need to be on bed rest and medication until then. they sized me down there and it was so uncomfortable zee nearly choked my doctor. though im not in labor yet, im already at 2 cm. i didnt feel anything painful yet but the doctor said any day now we will be having our little boy.
zee literally bawled upon hearing his sons heartbeat and when he saw him through the monitor kicking every space he could find inside me, he silently laughed at my side.
as zee carried me back to our home, he kept on sniffing me. its so ticklish, hes making me giggle like a little girl all the way.
as we stepped in, i was startled when a sudden pop rang around our little house.
"CONGRATULATIONS!" shouted my bestfriend, his boyfriend, my mom and leroy.
"h-how?" i was startled im tongue-tied.
"zee knew the doctor will come here today and arranged everything." my mom came forward as she caressed my forehead like she always does. "congratulations! oh my god! am i too young to be a grandma?" she clasped her face and laughter rang around us.
