"Let us help you" Sun & moon x trauma reader (christian)

The terror in my Mind

Its been about a month since i moved here. All I remember was falling asleep. Now I'm here. In this dark room. I can't move. I have my head in between my legs and I'm crying. They won't stop laughing. They are mocking me. Why won't they stop? I yell at them, I mock them back, I beg, but they don't stop.

I see myself in third person now. I'm crying into my locker while girls walk past me laughing and mocking me. They don't like me. They never did. I always tried my best to put on a nice smile even if it's hidden behind my mask. They never seem to grow tired of their wickedness.

They threaten me, they spit on me but I don't fight back. I'm weak. My brothers showed me that very well. I next am back in 1st person and I am yelling at my brother. I tell him to leave me alone but he continues his mocking until I grow tired of it and he gets ready to pounce. He sits his knees against my chest and chokes me. He hits me, he yells and calls me names. My other brother watches and laughs before walking away. I am weak, I can't fight back.

No. God would not like this. I am not weak I have God. Jesus is my savior, they cannot harm me anymore. Force myself awake from this nightmare as I sit up sweating. I roll over to my phone and check the time. 2:45A.M... too early... . I get up because the nightmare had frightened me enough. I get dressed in something comfy but fashionable enough to be outside in. I decide to walk around the plex to get my mind off things. I forgot to pray to God before bed. Usually my dreams either become sinful or nightmares when I forget. I prayed as I started walking for my morning prayer and ran into a few bots as I walked. My favorite bot is the wet sign bot. He's a cutie. I end up asking to walk with me for "protection" and he happily follows not having much to do since no one was there. I ended up passing the daycare and decided to take a peek into the doorway to see if the lights were on. Sure enough they wernt. Oddly I didn't see moon in there. "Mudt be hiding or something. Whatever that guy does in the dark when he isn't busy killing someone. What do you think bud?" I said, tilting my head back at the little wet floor sign on wheels. He seemed scared.

I looked behind me as I felt something grab me and pull me into the daycare. "Moon, stop! I didn't even go in the daycare!" I shouted as I struggled to get out of his grasp. "Shut up or else you'll cause attention in here... I'm just wondering why the heck are you up at 3AM! Honestly you don't want to be out this late..". He put me down and looked down at me with his crimson eyes. I couldn't tell if he was worried or mocking me.

"Well I woke up too early and couldn't go back to sleep do thought I would go on a walk. Then I saw the daycare and wanted to check up on sun. Why are the lights off?" I asked. "Why, you trying to get rid of me already?" He asked, looking down on me like some sort of prey trying to threaten a lion. "No of course not. I just don't want to "get my limbs taken off" or whatever you said that day. Why are you so mean anyway?". He steps back. "I just don't know if I can trust you. You ARE new, I know nothing of your intentions on me or Sun. You could hurt the children for all I know." He said, looking at me with hatred, or so I thought.

"You care about the kids? They are so scared of you... why?" I put my hand on my head scratching it. "I don't mean to be threatening. I'm here to put them to naps but after a SIMPLE accident they decided to keep the lights on. Now Sun is always warning to "keep the lights on". " he complained. "Well.. I don't think they would be scared of you if you'd actually try and be KIND". I stepped towards him in hopes of trying to reason with him but he grabbed my wrist and leaned down to me. "Don't you think I TRIED that? You aren't as intelligent as he made you out to be star..".

What? Who? "Who told you anything about me?". He looked at me and seemed to of smiled larger if he couldn't already. "Sun did obviously. Who else?" I looked at him shocked. Sun? I thought he just thought of me as some sort of assistant. OF course he called me friend but I didn't really thought he meant it. I never really got along with others due to me either being ventful, or just too much of a joy ball. "Sun said that?". He let go of my hand and sat on his knees and was probably a foot under me from that. He's like a that spider.. daddy long legs... I think? "You seem shocked star.. I where did that confidence go my dear?~" He mocked.

"You know what? I'm done here." I tried to stomp off but he grabbed my arm. "Oh no no. I want to get to know you my dear. Sun can't have ALL the fun now can he?" He pulled me back and picked me up into the air so I couldn't run off. "Hey put me down!" I kicked my legs back in forth in the sort of attempt at getting out of this. He put his hand over my mouth. "Shut it star~ or our play date might have to end early. Now, what can I do to Shut you up.. oh I know! Shut it Sun, I'm busy. Now, sit still my dear.." he put me down after having a slight fight with.. Sun? How can Sun hear him right now?

Next thing I know I'm getting something tied around my head."Bruh don't you dare tie my mouth shu-!" He tied some sort of cloth that muffled my talk. "There.. perfect! Now I don't have to hear that bratty mouth of yours~ honestly for a "Child of God" you seem oddly aggressive..". I attempted to pull it off but couldn't due to the double knot holding it closed.

"MmmhhhffFffpPp!" I attempted to get him to take it off but he wouldn't! He is so annoying when he isn't trying to kill me. "There my dear~ now shall we solve your sleep issue? You have work you know.." he grabbed my arm and started to drag me to what seems like a nap time area. He sat down and forced me to sit with him. "That doesn't seem to comfortable... here" He lifted me up and onto him. Oddly he was soft-like. Atleast enought to sleep o- wait no! This is weird! "Mmmmmpphhh!" I tried to push myself up but he kept me held down. "Sleep star.. or I'll force you for being bad.." he kept me held down till I aventually gave up. I ended up dozing off.

I felt good for once in a while. I didn't dream or anything, I just felt...
at peace.