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2. you said im holding onto heartache

🪿just a bunch of years later🪿

Harry's pov

i walk into the interview room on the phone with niall "alright niall- niall! i'm going into an interview now i'll call you when i'm finished. yes i'll bring your meat sticks. okay. bye i love you" i hang up and clear my throat shaking the interviewers hands along with the crew members

i sit down in the chair and director speak "3..2..action." i look to the interviewer as she speaks

"hello and welcome i'm joined here with the talented the handsome the dashing harry styles. how are you harry?" she asks and i smile and nod "i'm great how are you ellen?" i ask and she chuckles

"i'm alright my darling let's talk about your album shall we?" i smile and nod seems like the only thing i do nowadays

"so your album is called- harry styles? just flat out harry styles?" i chuckle "we i didn't really have a name for it. so..harry styles. but the fans call it hs1 which i think is a better name" i smile and she nods

"so there's a lot of romantic songs on there any special girl in your life?" of course girl. they literally ignore the fact that i am bisexual entirely!

"no i'm not looking for any partners at the moment but you know i'm always open for love" i fake a laugh and she continues to ask me more questions then she smiles at me it's fucking eerie

"we found some old tweets we'd like to ask you about" uh oh shit what? no i've never said anything like racist or homophobic before.

"what tweets?" i frown and she giggles as she reads

"this was posted on april 10th 2010" oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck.

the screen shows my tweet and i try not to look absolutely horrified as i look at them

@louis_tomlinson i am literally inlove with you and you're the best person ive ever seen

@louis_tomlinson A TANK TOP??? SKINNY JEANS??? WITH THAT ASS???? YOURE GROUNDED.

@louis_tomlinson PLEASE ILL DO ANYTHING LOUIS PLEASE PLEASE HOLY FUCK

@louis_tomlinson louis this is my formal application to be your dog/shoe/cum sock anything you need me to be i will do.

@louis_tomlinson you're my favorite person and idec that you don't know who i am

@louis_tomlinson please stop getting so hot. please my heart can't take it i can't keep barking out of no where every time the thought of you passes my mind ☹️

i. am. mortified. why god why. please god i would do anything please take me right now.

i cover my face with my hands and look to ellen that cunt. "looks like you're pretty excited about louis tomlinson eh?" i chuckle embarrassed

"he was my idol when i was younger he's the reason i got into music. i still listen to him till this day. great great guy." i smile sheepishly

"yeah you know he already has a dog so that position has been filled. but hey! you can't have too many shoes!" i roll my eyes

"oh jesus i really hope he doesn't see this" i blush embarrassed god take me away!!

"well if he doesn't he'll surely feel it when his shoe is a 24 year old man!" i laugh and hide my face again i hate 16 year old harry officially i hate him just kidding i love him he's a cutie

the interview wraps up and i rush home to cry to niall because i am embarrassed to say the least "what did they call you mean things again?" niall asks as he takes me into his arms as i sob

"no! the tweets!" i sniffle and struggle to take my breath as niall walks us to the couch sitting down and pulling me closer to him "what tweets haz?"

"the louis ones! i forgot to delete them! i'm so embarrassed! they kept showing it and making jokes i felt like i was being mocked ni! and now louis fucking tomlinson is gonna see it and i'm gonna be fucking humiliated! might even get lucky and get a restraining order!" i cry into his chest and he laughs "louis doesn't seem to be that kind of guy haz he'll probably laugh!" he comforts me.

"so i'm guessing no meat sticks?" niall asks and i roll my eyes looking up at him "can you die?"

"not yet no." he replies i love niall.

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