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11. can we please get back to us now?

Harry's pov

i get onto the bus and look back to louis "haz can you help me? this bags too heavy." he whines and i smile taking the bag from him it's quite light he was probably faking it just for attention. but i don't mind. i put it ontop of the bunk i have to sleep in then the rest of the band start to pile in as me and louis take our spot on the couch immediately cuddling up to one another

right now we're both watching youtube videos on my phone he looks up at me "haz i got some candy in my bag for the road can you please go get it?" i nod and get up grabbing the bag looking for candy and while i look i find lube and a dildo. not my business obviously the thought of louis fucking himself is godly but no! not my business.

i grab the candy then come back to louis holding my phone and giggling about something. "whatcha giggling at" i look to the phone and see that the fucking fan fiction im reading is opened and he's fucking reading it i quickly snatch my phone as he giggles looking up at me.

"did you go through my phone?!" i ask semi shouting and i see his facial expression totally change "no the notification popped up and i got curious"

"you don't fucking just click on people's notifications louis!" i yell and i can see that he's upset

"im sorry i thought it was strange..im not gonna judge you for reading fan fiction harry." god he knows ugh i hate it

"just don't fucking look at my stuff! not that  fucking hard learn to respect boundaries!" i shout and i see him sit up slightly nodding.  "im sorry." he mumbles and i instantly feel horrible. that sucked. i never wanted to yell at him ever i was just so embarrassed but it's too late now i walk over to the sleep bunks and get into mine he stays on the couch and i sigh running my hand across my face god why am i so stupid

i force myself into a nap to escape life for a bit. when i wake the bus had stopped probably meaning we've reached our destination. yay. woo. i get up and walk to the bathroom washing my face and teeth then i walk to the couch area i wouldn't necessarily call it a living room since it's a bus. but you know.

louis is sat there with his bags beside him and he looks at me with a saddened expression. it sucks seeing him like this i should apologize.

"louis i-" he stands up quickly "don't worry about it" he says cutting me off. rude. "i'll go home. this was a clear obvious mistake i've always kind of crossed boundary lines with everyone i know and it is a problem and it's not your fault for getting upset about it i completely agree with you and your anger is completely understandable and justified i will get of your hair. im sorry if i ever upset you but please don't shout. you can get your feelings across without shouting." he finishes and starts to get off

"please don't be stupid and hear me out." i say grabbing his arm.

he stops and looks to me giving me a 'go on' nod i take a deep breath "look i was just embarrassed okay? it's kind of weird what im doing and i felt that it would make you think im weird. it's not like i don't want you here i do i really do and im so sorry i shouted i never meant to upset you like that. please stay. i can't do this without you." i finish and he sighs looking down at his bags then jumping on me tackling me down to the couch with a hug "i mean if you insist!" he giggles and i smile holding him and kissing his head "you smell like strawberries." i say and he blushes

"i used paulis shampoo with permission of course. but it just smelled too good." i smile and kiss his nose. "are ya gonna join me for rehearsals?" i ask and he nods "of course i will you're not getting rid of me." wouldn't have it any other way.

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