~a lot of months maybe? later~
Harry's pov
the movie is finished now and the press is done everything's done but not for me it isn't i still have to tour and i might be getting casted into another movie but for now we are worried about tour and how the fuck am i gonna stay away from louis for that amount of time
i'm currently doing an interview when i get a call. "excuse me i have to take this." i pick up the phone and smile "hello"
"i miss you and clifford misses you and my bed misses you you're being so mean to all of us right now." my darling boy speaks and i smile "
i can't babe you know this. i have to be at the studio till very late and then i have to go home to figure out what to pack for tour i'll come back baby before i leave i promise." i hear a hmph he's so cute when he's like this
"hurry up! are you in the interview right now?" he asks and i nod "yeah babe."
"oh shit go back then i love you bye!"
"i love you more bye bye" he hangs up and i clear my throat "excuse me sorry go on?"
"who was that? a special lady in your life?" for fucks sake i just made a whole movie about being gay when will you guys get it!
"nope. that was erm. no one." i smile and she winks at me disgusting. i miss louis.
once i'm done i speed to the studio work on a few songs and then go home i've not been in here in a while but here i am i guess i walk to my room and start packing the essentials. what i need what i don't stuff like that once i'm done i flop down onto my bed and close my eyes to finally get some sleep
as i slowly drift to sleep im awaken by my phone vibrating i check to see who's calling and it's louis i immediately pick up "louis? you okay?!" i ask worried
he sniffles "i don't know why i called i know you're busy but oli is on vacation and zayn is asleep i can't call my mother at this hour i don't know what to do haz i'm so tired." god hearing him like this breaks my heart
"i'm on my way hang tight baby." i say as i get up grabbing my keys and putting on a shirt
"thank you." he whispers. he sounds like that is a weight on him the small whisper sounds like it's a weight. my poor boy.
i make a quick stop to get some snacks and flowers for him i know how much louis loves flowers i pick some daises and daffodils for him. his sisters name is daisy and his favorite is daffodils don't ask how i know.
i grab his favorite snacks pay and walk out get in my car and drive to louis's. i knock on the door and hear clifford bark from inside as the door opens i see him his hair is messy his eyes are red and puffy with bags under then he's wearing one of my hoodies and what looks like nothing underneath he probably has shorts on but you know
i immediately hug him and take him inside closing the door behind me. "you got me flowers." he whispers.
"you deserve all the flowers in the world baby." he kisses my cheek and takes them putting them in a nearby vase before he sniffles "i'm sorry i was so dramatic..i just- i don't know anymore."
"shhh you're not dramatic" i rub his arm and take him to the couch. holding him close to me as he places his head in the crook of my neck. our position.
"talk to me what happened?" he sniffles "i can't tell you but i'm so- you know what fuck it! i don't care! i am not dating eleanor! she isn't my girlfriend! i fucking hate her and she's annoying my cock sucking manger hired her to convince people i'm not gay BUT GUESS FUCKING WHAT. I AM THERE IS NOTHING IN THE WORLD ANYONE CAN DO ABOUT IT IF YOU SHOVE A GIRL NEXT TO ME AND FORCE ME TO ACT LIKE IM INLOVE WITH HER IT WONT FUCKING WORK THOMAS BECAUSE I LIKE MEN I LIKE THEIR HUGE COCKS AND I LIKE RIDING THEM SO KISS MY ASS AND SUCK MY COCK YOU DUMB FUCKING CUNT." he yells and my eyebrows shoot up. holy fuck. that's surely erm. interesting
"sorry i didn't mean to yell i'm so sorry i-"
"no no it's okay" i kiss his head and rub his back "so you are gay." he rolls his eyes and nods
"mhm.." i smirk i knew it.
"that's okay. that doesn't change anything okay?" he kisses my nose "i want to tell people without having to wave an nda in their face right after. i wanna pick up pride flags at my shows and wave them around to show everyone how proud i am to be who i am. i wanna hold a guys hand and get married to him infront of everyone. i want to have that life. but it's not meant for me." i frown and kiss his cheek holding his face in my palms.
"keep fighting. you'll be free just keep. fighting. don't you dare give up. for years our people have been fighting. you're not gonna give up on them the voices that were never heard. one day you'll kiss a guy in a crowd full of people. and they'll all see it. you've it in ya. i know you do" he looks to me with so much vulnerability in his eyes and hugs me so tight but that doesn't matter.
"you're right. thank you." i kiss his head "don't thank me okay? i'm so proud of you."
he kisses my nose and i hold him as we lay on the couch silently"how the fuck am i gonna go all this time without you. do you really have to go on tour?" he looks up at me and i giggle
"i do baby." my eyes widen wait "what if you tag along? im gonna be recording songs on the road anyways so you could join?" he smiles and gasps "that would be so fucking cool!" i nod
"we have an unhealthy obsession with each other." he says and i roll my eyes "actually i had an obsession with you far before you knew i existed so i'm winning" he rolls his eyes
"can i actually come h?" he asks and i frown "of course you can i'd be so happy to have you!" he smiles brightly brighter than a thousand suns then nuzzles into me. "i love you more than life." i blush never did i ever imagine i'd be hearing that from the louis tomlinson but i am.
"i love you more." i kiss his nose clifford jumps up and nuzzles close to louis and falls asleep then louis follows then i fall asleep.
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