a difficult love (a tyde fanfic)(south park)

getting together

TOLKIEN POV:

"I'm so fucking mad rn Clyde I-I don't want to go home tonight please let me stay here" I said as my tears stop "yeah u can" Clyde said. "Thank u" I said. god he's amazing. I'm so glad he's my best friend. I pulled away from the hug. Clyde looked at me. I wonder what he's thinking? "Tolkien" Clyde said breaking me out of my line of thought. Then I realized I've been staring at him. "yeah Clyde?" I asked "u've been staring at me for like 2 minutes now. are u good?" "Yeah yeah I'm fine I just zoned out sorry" I said. Clyde nodded and walk out of his room. I think he's going to let his dad know I'm here. god Clyde's amazing Ik I've said that already but its true he is! I think I might have a crush on Clyde. I shake my head aggressively there's no way I love my best friend like that . Ik that sounds rude but I refuse to let myself believe that rn. There's just to much going on for me at the moment. Like how my mom hates him and my dad is leaving us so idk. But if I do end up dating Clyde I will not leave him like how my dad is leaving me and mom. I hate my dad for this forever and I will never be like him. I heard a big bang from down stairs. I ran out of Clyde's room to see what it was I got to the stairs and saw Clyde crying on the floor and his dad looking pissed off "what in the word is going on" I whispered. Clyde looked up at me and mouthed "go go now please". I shook my head I wasn't about to leave my best friend not now not ever. I ran down the stairs to help Clyde up. I helped him up flipped off his dad and left with Clyde "Tolkien I told u to leave not help me and why did u flip off dad?" Clyde said weakly "cuz Clyde I was not about to leave u not like that" I said "Tolkien I fell that's all that happened". I rolled my eyes at that yeah right he just fell if he just fell his dad wouldn't have looked like he was going to kill him if it weren't for me. "yeah right ur dad looked like he wanted to beat the shit out of u if it weren't for me showing up so ur welcome Clyde" Clyde looked adn me but said nothing. We got to his room. I wasn't going to ask anything. "Tolkien I'm sorry" Clyde said. that was random why was he apologizing he has nothing to be sorry about! "why u did nothing wrong Clyde k. U are perfect just the way u are and I admire that about u Clyde. No matter what happens ur still so happy and full of light! If anything I should be the one saying sorry I mess everything up. But u U fix everything U make me happy when I'm not so thank u Clyde for always being here when I need u. Cuz yk I can't go to Tweek, Craig, of Jimmy they wouldn't understand like u do." I look at Clyde and he looks like he has seen a ghost. "Tolkien u really feel that way?" I nod my head and Clyde starts crying again. DANMIT! "hey way are u crying?" "I-I-I'm just so happy I didn't think anyone especially u could fell that way about me" Clyde said whipping away tears "well now u know" I hug Clyde and we sit down on his bed. Clyde stops crying and looks at me. I want to kiss him so bad. Wait what? Did I really just think that! Yeah yeah I did and I'm proud of it! "Tolkien this might be pretty random but I think now is a good time to tell u something, something important" "go ahead" I said. Clyde took a beep breath in "I love u" he said blushing Ik what he means by that "I love u too Clyde" I said blushing. YES YES YES HE LIKES ME BACK! "R-really?" he asked "yes" Clyde smiled like a little kid it was so cute! Clyde kissed me. I kissed back. the kiss lasted 20 seconds. Best 20 seconds of my life. "will u be my boyfriend Tolkien?" Clyde ask nervously. I smiled softly and kissed his forehead gently "yes yes I will" Clyde again smiled like a little kid. "YAY!" he yelled "ow my ears  now we need to tell our parents but we can do that when ur ready k Clyde" I said "ok"  

WOOO sorry for the short chapter earlier I accidently pushed publish instead of save sorry. and thank u for 94 reads it means a lot to me <3

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