Unhappy ~ Mass of Man (ft. Olivia Charlotte & Bingx)

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Lock the doors, shut the window, turn the lights low
Achieving happiness everyday is a life goal
Stuck inside a mind still I can't escape from
Never understood why this is what my brain does
Love it or hate it, I was born with depression
Compulsive with my obsessions, my mind is a lethal weapon
It's overbearing, my mind is tearing the pieces
I've been feening for some dopamine, like an addict, I need it

Yeah, I need it, I want it but don't receive it
What is the point of life? I don't understand the meaning
Am I dreaming? I've been staring at the ceiling
With my eyes wide open at night time I'm screaming
People don't notice how bad it truly is
'Til they stand around your casket with a basket full of gifts
I'd rather be dead than alive and unhappy
People think I'm joking, sorry I'm not laughing

Darkness, all consuming
No one understands
Storm clouds always looming
Dream that never ends

Still caught up on all the shit that I'm lacking
Long days this long face I carry through every interaction
It happens, that's what my therapist said
What's the point of me sharing if it's the negative shit?
That be gaining traction, that's on me
And everyone knows misery love company
But ain't a soul I know got lows like me
I'm just waiting for life to pull the rug out from underneath

I find relief in a shotter pack and a Heineken
Wrong about everything that I write about if I write it then
Type to know that my actions can change  a bit in my life
But I struggle to put my thoughts into action until I'm high again
A Vicodin, a Percocet can help me feel like floating now
I get high when I'm low, it's a roller coaster now
Seem all to help me is a bottle full of drink
And rock bottom is each day that I'm sober
That's how I know I'm down

Darkness, all consuming
No one understands
Storm clouds always looming
Dream that never ends

Darkness, all consuming
No one understands
Storm clouds always looming
Dream that never ends




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