y/n pov
I can't believe it's finally the weekend. Lola and I had plans on going clubbing and just to have a good time. Of course the both of us were dragging Rose along. They were the only two friends I had since I started college.
It was always hard for me to get along with people. Even when I was a kid I stayed quiet and stuck to myself. You can never trust people until you know them. And knowing me it would take a while for me to open up... but once I do you can't get rid of me and my overly dependent self. So yeah- my friends and I are close.
~Bad Bitches Only~
~Lotus fruit<3: Whose house do we want to get ready at?
~Only Hottie >:) : We can use mine, but I had a guest over so it's messy.
~Y/N ;) : Rose when do you not have a "guest" over? You live between women's thighs.
~Only Hottie >:) : I'm just good at what I do. Don't fucking hate on me because you can't get women.
~Lotus fruit <3: So my place? I can get snacks for us while we get ready too.
~Only Hottie >:) : What time? I need a few hours.
~Y/N ;) : 7 maybe? That way we can have time to do whatever.
~Lotus fruit<3: It's settled then! My house @7 with everything you need to get ready.
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I needed time to prepare myself. Washing my hair would be a chore and don't get me started on my skin and body routine. Shaving was a must. Even if I don't sleep around a lot, you can never be overly prepared. Maybe I could go with a sweet vanilla theme?
I know I taste good... but smelling good. I would be simply irresistible.
~Two hours later~
"I just feel like we could be doing something better." It was always Rose who was against going out for the night. Both Lola and I knew why. It was too easy to see through the lame excuses Rose tried to give us.
I glanced at Lola and she was already looking at me with her- Is she fucking serious- face. The both of us rolled our eyes with a little giggle. "Well what do you want to do instead." I never stopped doing my make-up.
"This night is happening and I don't care what you say. If you would stop playing women, you wouldn't be on the run from them." Lola was going to break soon. The girl was sweet, but she loved her nights out. Nothing got in the way of her having her perfect night out on the town.
"Now stop complaining and get ready. We have a long night ahead of us ladies." That was the end of that conversation. With the determined look on Lola's face, Rose couldn't argue anymore.
Just watching the two of them had me laughing in my seat. This is always how our group dynamic works. I'm basically the child of the group. Lola is like the mom. -And Rose? Well Rose is just Rose. She does whatever she wants most of the times but still finds a way to stay out of trouble.
"Ugh~ God y/n. There you go again with that sexy laugh. Spend the night with me instead. I promise you will have an even better time than going to the club." Rose had gotten so close to me that I could feel her body heat.
"That was one time and it won't be happening again. Never ever again." I didn't need to get caught up in her sheets again. Not after what happened last time- I'm still mentally trying to wrap my head around it and it has been months.
"Oh come on- That's no fun. You loved it before. The way you screamed my name and came over and over again-"
"What's this? The both of you have slept together?" I couldn't look my sweet best friend in the eyes. I could practically feel her gaze burning a hole in the side of my head.
"N-no. I mean yeah, but it was a while ago. So there is nothing to worry about, Lola. I promise." I beg you Rose. Please stop talking. Hopefully she would get the message. If not then I was in for a hell of a night.
"Mm- yeah, whatever." I hope Rose isn't hurt by what I said. I can't tell if she genuinely likes me, or she is just looking for a good time. I hope it is neither. Don't get me wrong she is super attractive and everything... She just isn't into the BDSM scene.
"Well I'm ready so don't bug me about getting dressed anymore." With that Rose left the room. She was probable already looking through the fridge for a snack. We normally flirt with each other and take things lightly. But if I knew my friend, then I knew she wouldn't just walk out.
Most of the times she would stay on the bed, while Lola and I got dressed. Even watch us if she was bored.
"Do you think I upset her? It wasn't my intention. I just don't want to make that mistake again." I felt bad and avoided my friends for weeks. It was probably the worst time in our friendship.
"She'll be fine. It isn't the first time someone has rejected her. Knowing her, she is just taking a moment to bounce back. Don't beat yourself up." I small sigh left my lips. Lola always knew what to say when I was overthinking.
She was more of a mother than my actual one.
"Now up, up. Come pick out a dress with me. You are going to have men and women drooling over you tonight."
I wish that would happen. I was the curvy one of the group. A sexy body with an even better personality. -Or at least that is what Lola tells me. Finally one day I just decided to agree with her.
"No thank you. I don't want all that attention. If I even notice."
A light lavender dress was held up to my body and it was settled. As soon as I put it on it hugged every curve nicely. Almost like it was made for me. Paired with my little shoes, silver jewelry, hair, and make-up I was ready for the perfect night out.
"Hey Rose, we are rea- Bitch, how many brownies did you eat? That batch is strong." I was gapping at Lola. I knew she had the goods, but I never expected her to actual have them.
"Enough. You said I could have some, and y/n doesn't do this stuff." Rose looked fine... maybe they are regular brownies?
"Says who? I can do this stuff."
Oh god, y/n. Stop talking already.
"Oh really? Then eat one now. I bet you won't"
"Rose stop. y/n honey, you don't have to. I don't want you to get sick later."
"She's fine, Lola. It's just one edible and look at her. She looks like she wants it. Unless... it's too much? "
I really did want it. I just wanted to know how it felt. If my friends were doing it then how bad could it be? And I could rub it in Rose's face. With that a popped a brownie in my mouth and instantly regretted it.
There was a only a slightly weird taste in my quickly mouth followed by the chocolaty goodness of the brownie. I had to keep my poker face.
"That's my girl. How does it feel to have eaten your first edible? Good right."
"Please don't encourage this anymore. Here baby, have something to drink. I can tell you don't like it." I took the drink from Lola with a grateful smile. She was always prepared.
"Why don't we get some food, then go to a few different places. Let's get the most out of our night!"
I can't wait to see what this night has in store for me.
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How was it? I'll try my best to make it seem real. I have never done some of this stuff. I hope you guys like it.
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