Some of my writing. Thank you for reading if you do. 💗💫🖤
not to many people with minds like ours
freethinkers
come from nothing
knowing what it's like to be crushed
broken & full of regret
caught in the grips
soul left in neglect
looked at as a reject
crazy how when we find ourselves
people act like our friends
imaginary knives to our necks
jealous bullets in our heads
all because of our energy
the way we can build from nothing
manifesting miracles
witchcraft and sorcery
God like minds
they have the same 24hrs
yet they to focused on what we're doing
while they do nothing
but fuck that
we still lifting up
all the broken & heartless
raising the vibration of this planet
eliminating the nonsense
treating eachother as equals
no more attaching to objects
leaving the labels
with the people that want them
love is all that I'm wanting
no I can't help everyone
but the proof is there
just look and become aware
I used to be so scared
of going nowhere
that I would go anywhere
I just didn't care
or maybe I cared to much
of what others thought
always giving them what they want
people pleasing
porous boundaries
emotionally needy
constant self torture
self deceit
teaching others how to treat me
this is deeper than me
my daughter's watching how I treat others
along with how they treat me
if a woman isn't a good influence
then she's not worth my energy
sadly these types are rare
harlots lost in cycberspace
selling their flesh
feeding off lust
stemming from neglect
no type of respect
or self respect
at best just validation
no care for morals
men just judging off their body
not their mindsets
perceptions or influences
chasing love like a fix
thinking sex equals it
on to the next
like the seasons
don't even like yourself
yet fiending
for social medias
distorted visions
copies and pastes
how are you really living?
dude I knows fiance
was telling me how he a creeper
well why you got the ring on?
see what I mean bruh?
this life is full of meaningless
meanings
liars wanting to be believed in
corrupted world
distorted by envy, lust , & greediness
I just want love.
but I'm still figuring out what that word even means.
my mom loves me but watched me get my head beat in & watched me bleed
Id still relapse and stare at my daughter's name popping up on my screen
my ex calling me telling me how much she loves me
while just a few days before telling another man to cum in me calling him daddy
this whole world is weird to me
that's why lately I been laying low
working hard to achieve my dreams.
I'm a trusted friend today
people depend on me
my little girl calls me every day
telling me how much she loves me
while I'm constantly working like a slave
trying to make a way
I'm not one of these people
where everything gets gave
who I got to fall back on?
I fuck up it's all on me
I finally realized my potential
that Im so influential
try not to let my ego get out of control
it can make me go mental
Humility is dextremnental
nothing is coincidental
life is constantly transitional
consequences causing shame
I'm finally guiltless
broken promises
I don't say or do shit anymore
unless my heart is in it
that fake shit I ain't with it
passive but not pussy
humble but not a dummy
Trippy mentality
I'll forever remind you of your power
God state reality
Life can seem like a war
sadly there's a lot of casualties
I'm just trying to open your eyes to the reality
so you don't let it all pass by
crying about all the catastrophes
It's not really the problem
it's your perception
and the solutions you aren't accepting
learning to let go
that's one of the best weapons
constant lessons
blessings
knowledge and wisdom
always praying to my ancestors
angels all around me
eternal harmony
soul vibrant and astounding
I could preach a sermon
let's have a seance and let our spirits free
but hey I'm just a crazy ex tweaker
nobody listening to me
even though everything I'm saying
is manifesting in front of their faces
I'm a living new testament
raising the consciousness of the ages
I'm just ascending while their egos hating.
By:William Anthony
