Heya guys here's the first chapter of the story, It's a little boring but it's going to get better, Leave me your feedback.
Zayn's Pov:
Everywhere you look there's bullies. There at school, At work, In public places, In your family, No matter where you go you can't avoid them. People look down on you and make you feel even more worthless about yourself. People say school is necessary I say what for? So people can bully you and push you down make your self confidence shrink so low that you can never find it again, It's worse when your the new kid, Everybodys always in there little gangs then there's you all alone with nobody. My family moved around alot so I got pretty used to being the new boy, I suppose I don't help myself, I mean I'm the shy quiet kid, I've always got my head in a book instead of taking part in whatever is happening around me, I'm always drawing my surroundings because well I love art but of course being smart and arty it dosen't make you cool. My family stopped moving a year ago when my dad got offered a new job and we moved to London, My parents then split up, Myself, My mum and my sisters stayed in London while my dad left. My names Zayn Malik I come from a broken home, I have two friends and I'm constantly bullied at school, What a great life I live right?
It's hard remaining true to yourself when your constantly being judged for who you are, No matter what you do it's never going to be good enough. There will always be somebody who's waiting to bring you down when you finally feel like things are looking up, For me that person who brings me down is my bully Niall Horan. When I first started at school he never really did anything to me, I mean maybe a couple of small shoves but that was it, But as the months went on he started getting worse, He started leaving bruises on my body, Pulling jokes that resulted in me either getting into trouble or taking another trip to the nurses office. How do I survive? Well I ask myself that same question everyday I suppose it's from the support of my crazy best friends Danny and Anthony They've been there for me since I started at this school, There also outsiders which is why we stick together. I also have the love of my mum, No matter how much she's struggling with things like money or work she always makes sure I and my sisters know that she loves us more then anything, There's also my drawing, When I've got that pencil in my hand and that paper infront of me it's like I've gone to another world, A world where nobody can hurt me, Sounds stupid I know but it's what helps me survive this hell hole.
"Zayn you alright mate you look shattered" Anthony stated as we walked into school that morning, I sighed.
"Yeah, Saff was having nightmares last night so I had to make sure she was ok, Then I sat up drawing" I replied, Ant nodded his head.
"What did you draw?" He asked as we walked down the hall, I pulled out my sketch pad before handing it to him, Ant's eyes widened.
"Zayn that's brilliant you seriously need to go professional with these" He exclaimed, I shook my head.
"Na, It's just abit of fun that's it" I replied, Ant nodded his head before going to hand me my sketch pad back, Just then it was grabbed from our hands and I looked up to see none other then Niall Horan standing there with Louis beside him, I sighed.
"Well well what's this?" Louis asked.
"It's mine will you give it back please?" I replied, Louis laughed before handing the book to Niall.
"No wonder the drawings crap since you done it" Louis stated, I lowered my head.
"Louis give it back to him now" Liam said, He's got to be the only decent popular person, Louis smirked before signalling towards Niall, I looked up to see he had my newest drawing in his hands, He then smirked at me before ripping it up, My eyes widened.
"Oh sorry did you want that back?" Niall teased before throwing the pieces of paper in my face, He then walked away laughing evilly with Louis.
"Zayn I-"
"Don't" I mumbled before walking away.
"Zayn what's up mate?" Danny asked as Anthony and I walked into class, I said nothing, I only sat down and laid my head on the desk.
"Louis and Niall happened" Ant said.
"What did they do this time?" Danny asked as he sat beside me, I felt him lay his hand on my shoulder giving it a gentle squeeze.
"They ripped up Zayn's newest drawing and told him it was crap" Liam informed them before giving me a reassuring smile, He then went to take his seat.
"You mean the one you've been working on for the past two days?" Danny asked, Ant said nothing so I'm guessing he nodded his head, I then looked up to see anger in Danny's eyes.
"There not fucking getting away with that!" He stated.
"Punching them in the face won't change anything" Ant exclaimed, Danny sighed.
"Zayn you know there wrong your drawings are amazing" Ant said with a smile on his face, I smiled back slightly. If it wasn't for these guys I wouldn't survive a day at school but I had no idea of the drama that I would be facing over the next few months and I can safely say nothing could prepare me for it.
