I was stupid to think that I would be able to dance again, like I was before.
I can barely do a grand plié.
Forget pirouettes. Forget jetês. Forget it all. I can't do it. I'll be teaching 4 year olds Demi pliés forever. I should just tell them to give up my spot in the company.
I cried on the sidewalk outside the studio for over an hour.
