kivmer ❤️

21.

Kivilcim was sound asleep and it was almost time for dinner. Ömer was planning to order something in case she wakes up and is hungry, bur he forgot to turn their phones off so Cimen's call woke Kivilcim up.
K: Is this my phone?
Ö: Shh, I will get it, cuddle up.
Ömer kissed her on the forehead and went to get her phone.
Ö: It's Cimen.
K: I will put her on speaker.
Ömer hugged Kivilcim and started caressing her hair.
Ö: Okay, baby
C: Hi mom!
K: Hi, dear... How are you?
C: Im great, how are you... are you getting better?
K: Yes, dear... everything is fine.
C: Okay, mom... I know Ömer is taking great care of you, but I also had to check up.
Kivilcim looked at Ömer and held his hand.
K: He is taking good care of me, yes...
C: I know... tell him to continue that way.
Kivilcim laughed.
K: I will.
C: Okay, mom, Im going to dinner with Alev and Fatma tonight so i have to go. Good night, mom, I love you!
K: I love you too, Cimen... good night.
Kivilcim hung up and looked at Ömer.
K: You have to continue with the good care you're taking of me...
Ö: Until the rest of our lives, my love...
Kivilcim smiled.
K: I am hungry...
Ö: I expected this to happen, so I ordered food.
K: Ayyy, I have such a thoughtful husband to be.... What did you order?
Ö: Steaks and potatoes...
K: Great! Let's eat then....
Ömer smiled as Kivilcim pulled his hand to follow her to the table, but as soon as Ömer got to her, he picked her up and carried her.

They were eating and talking. Telling each other stupid stories about their past and planning their future. Kivilcim decided to twist the conversation a little.
K: Can I ask you something?
Ö: You can ask me anything, baby!
Kivilcim smiled.
K: Have you ever... have you ever had feelings for Leman... have you ever loved her as a woman?
Ö: Never... she was trying to make me fall in love with her, but she never succeeded. She was always trying to be everyone's favourite and doing stupid things for my attention and I hated it... Because with you... Im saying you, because you are actually the only woman I have really loved... You had my attention from the first second... Because you were being yourself. You were beautiful as an angel and hot as the devil... Your smile was pure heaven, but it the thought of that smile, smiling to someone else was making me feel like im burning in hell... And...
Ömer was looking deep into her eyes.
Ö: Do you remember when she stormed into my brother's house and practically told everyone about us?
K: Of course I do... How could I forget the moment when you showed everyone that you love me and care about me...
Ömer smiled and held her hands.
Ö: The next day my brother asked me if I thought I made a mistake... I told him, No... I told him that this was the most right thing in my life... and that if he calls you a mistake again I will kill him, make him pure dust and give him to you as a perl... He said that he was terribly sorry and that he wouldn't even think about talking about you this way again... because he realised that I love you... God, he realised that I adore you... That I can't live without you... And you know... When you put your lips on mine... When our faces are buzzing with the ecstasy of kissing and when my heart is beating faster and faster for you... even if something is not right... as much as I want to think with my head, my racing heart is the only thing that makes sense. Because there,  in the heart. There is the answer you are looking for....
Ömer was caressing Kivilcim's hair, who was trying not to start crying.
Ö: In crossing my breath, In the absence of words... My silence, my inability to speak means you filled my stomach with so many butterflies that even if we were wrong it could only be right to be so wrong with you.
K: Ömer, I... I don't know what to say... I love you so much!
A few tears escaped her eyes and Ömer kissed them.
K: You got through the map of my heart... you made the turn left and turn rights one straight line. You are... you are kissing every single tear that escapes my eyes...
Ö: Your eyes are like clouds, my love... even when they fill with sorrow, they are still unimaginable beauty... But it's my job to keep them from turning red and keep their natural colours... because your... They are my favourite colour...
K: See... you are doing it again... I am so madly and deeply in love with you... that every day Im realising more and more that you brought back my fire... you lit me up again.
Ömer kissed her hands.
Ö: Do you know that... only with you I feel the warmth in this world. .. And any previous warmth is redundant. Before I kiss your face I  kiss your eyes with my eyes.... The man who has been cold the most, knows how to values ​​the fire.
Kivilcim kissed his lips.
K: and how to take care of his fire.
Ö: His fire?
K: You are the man that has been cold... so it's actually your fire.
Ö: My fire...
K: Yes, darling... you keep it warm and calm... it's your fire.
Ömer smiled and shook his head.
Ö: I adore you, Kivilcim... I just adore you!
Kivilcim smiled back and kissed his kips.
K: I just adore you too....
Ömer picked her up again and carried her to the bedroom.
Ö: We have a full day tomorrow... Let's go to sleep.
K: Okay... Good night.
Ömer kissed her passionately on the lips and left her breathing heavily.
Ö: Good night, my love.
He said as he hugged Kivilcim tightly and kissed her hair.