kivmer ❤️

28.

Cimen opened the door for Ömer.
C: Hi.
She said as she hugged him.
C: I am scared for my mom, Ömer.
Ömer stroked her back.
Ö: It will be fine, sweetheart, I promise...
C: Is this food?
Cimen asked pointing at the paper bag that Ömer was holding.
Ö: Yes, italian... it's lunch time after all... I brought pasta and aubergine with mozzarella.
C: Approved... go to her and fix this... I will talk to you later.
Cimen left Ömer and went to the living room. Sonmez was waiting there to get an explanation from him later, but now the only thing that was important was Kivilcim. Ömer knocked on her door and waited for her to let him in.
K: Come in.
When he heard her voice his heart broke. Her voice was trembling and full of sadness. Ömer thought to himself that he was a fucking idiot for doing this to Kivilcim... he took a deep breath and opened the door.
K: Ömer?
She wiped her tears and tried to get up.
Ö: Shh, stay there... it's okay.
Ömer sat next to her on the bed.
K: How are you? Are you okay? How is Met-
Ömer didn't even wait for her to finish her sentence. He hugged her tight and started stroking her hair. Kivilcim felt a relief, but that didn't kept her from crying again. Ömer moved her in his arms, like she was a feather in them. He was now holding her and she relaxed herself into his embrace.
Ö: I am so sorry for what I did to you... I am an idiot and I should be held in that cell for making you suffer like this... Metehan told me that he didn't wanted you to say anything, but that's not even the issue... The problem is that I made you cry... I put you in this state that you are now...
Kivilcim felt that Ömer also started crying.
Ö: I want you to understand that I am here... and I adore you... I will fucking die for you.... You don't have to be doing anything alone... I am here to support you and to be the one you could lean on... I am the one that will carry you to bed at the end of the day and I will kiss your forehead thinking of how smart, brave, intelligent, beautiful and amazing you are... And how blessed am I to have you.... I am not the one that makes you cry.... I am the one that kisses your tears one by one and hugs you until you're okay.
Kivilcim moved so she could face him and wiped away tears from his face.
K: Ömer, I-
Ö: No, you don't need to say anything... I am so sorry, my angel... If I was someone else I would have already beaten the hell out of myself.... Can you forgive me for doing this to you?
K: I am not mad at you... I am mad at myself for being so stubborn and...
Ömer kissed her tears
K: Thank you, darling.
Ö: For what?
K: For being you... I want you to know that I love you so much that I am scared of losing this love, support and happiness... I am scared that it will go away. That's why I am a mess right now... because I thought that I broke it.
Ö: No, baby, I broke it...
Ömer said as he was stroking her cheeks.
Ö: And I will fix it.
He gave her the flowers and the food.
K: Oh God... Italian?
Ö: Your favourite.
Kivilcim hugged him.
K: Thank you.
Ömer smiled at her.
Ö: Can I get a kiss?
Kivilcim smiled and kissed his lips passionately.
Ö: I love you... Don't ever forget that! You are my life, my heart and my soul. I live for you.
K: I love you too.
They kissed again. Ömer got up, took the food and reached for Kivilcim. She smiled, knowing that he would carry her so she wrapped her arms around his head and her legs around his waist.
K: I love it when you're carrying me.
Ömer wrapped his left arm around her waist and kissed her lips again.
Ö: I know, baby... I know.
They left her room and headed to the living room where Cimen smiled at them and took a quick picture.
S: That was fast, Ömer... Good job!
Sonmez said as she watched Ömer placing the food on the table and Kivilcim on his lap.
C: Yes, Ömer really... great job, we thought it would took you hours.
K: Well I wasn't mad at him or anything... and besides he brought italian... how could I not give up so quickly.
They all laughed. Kivilcim relaxed her back on Ömer's chest. He was holding her as she was eating.
S: Kivilcim you have a great appetite for a person who hasn't eaten anything since yesterday... be careful.
K: it's just delicious...
S: Yeah, I see that...
Ömer stroked Kivilcim's back. When she finished she went to the bathroom to wash her face and Sonmez took advantage of her absence.
S: Listen, Ömer...Cimen told me about the issue, I don't know what exactly happened... and honestly if this is how you deal with your problems with Kivilcim... I don't even care. You fixed it in less than an hour... May you don't have anymore problems as a family, but even if you do... as long as you fix them like this... I won't mind it.
Ö: Thank you, i guess...
S: Yeah, that was a compliment... You dealt great with the issue... Bravo!
C: Yes, Ömer...  really, good job...
Ö: Thank you.
Kivilcim came back to the living room. She wasn't so pale anymore.
K: Ömer...
She said as she reached for his hand.
K: I want to show you something.
Ömer stood up and followed Kivilcim back to her room.
She got a box out of her bag and opened it. There were two rings there, one silver and one gold.
K: Ömer... will you marry me?
Ömer smiled wildly.
Ö: Didn't I already asked you?
K: You did, but I wanted to ask you too... after what happened... I want you to know that I love you no matter what.
Ömer smiled and caressed her cheeks.
Ö: I love you too, my angel.
K: So is this a yes?
Ömer kissed her lips.
Ö: Of course it's a yes.

After a while they said goodbye and Ömer went back home. He showed his ring to Metehan who congratulated him and hugged him. Meanwhile Kivilcim was with Fatma telling her about everything that happened.
K:... And he said "of course it's a yes"...
F: Ay ayy, I am so happy for you, Kivilcim...really, dear... You two can overcome anything together!
K: I know... and... there is something else...
Fatma looked at Kivilcim worried.
K: When I was eating my mom said that I had a big appetite... that's true and... the more I think about it... the paleness, the sudden appetite... the fact that this morning I threw up when I smelled my coffee... I thought it was because I haven't eaten... but on top of all I am for days late to my period...
F: Oh my God, Kivilcim...
Fatma smiled
F: You are pregnant!
She hugged her.
F: Congratulations, dear... I am so happy for you... this day just became greater!
K: Fatma, I am not sure... It may be something else.
F: What else, Kivilcim... You and Ömer love each other so much that God blessed you with a kid... This is amazing, my dear... I am going to get you some pregnancy tests, you wait here...
K: Okay... just... don't tell anyone...
F: I won't.
Fatma got her bag and smiled at Kivilcim, she left to go to the pharmacy. Kivilcim was still sitting on her friend's couch. She got up and went to the mirror, she touched her abdomen and smiled... She allowed herself to be happy with the situation.
K: If there really is a baby here...
She caught herself getting excited.
K: No, Kivilcim... You should know for sure first... it could be nothing.
Kivilcim sat on the couch again and waited for Fatma.