kivmer ❤️

25.

After another 20 minutes they arrived at Ömer's house. His hand was on her leg the whole time and she was playing with his fingers. Metehan and Kivilcim were talking about movies and Ömer was just listening to them smiling and living the moment. When they arrived Metehan was just telling Kivilcim about his favourite movie based on a book. Ömer parked and went go open Kivilcim's door. He didn't want to interfere in their conversation so he just held her hand and kissed her palm. She smiled at him and intertwined her fingers with his.
When they got to the apartment, Metehan went to leave his suitcase in his room. Kivilcim kissed Ömer on the lips and leaned on his chest.
Ö: Are you okay, my angel?
K: Yes
Ö: The Leman thing didn't...
K: It did, but... It makes me sad that Metehan protects me of him mother... It shouldn't be like that.
Ömer smiled and kissed her head.
Ö: Metehan is fully aware of what's going on... and he loves you. The way he talks with you... he has built a relationship with you. A mother and son kind of relationship... He hasn't been that close with his mom... like never.
Kivilcim smiled.
K: I see the same thing with you and the girls... Even though they actually have some kind of relationship with Kayhan... Cimen is way more excited when she talks to you and sees you than when she is when it comes to Kayhan... and Doga... she loves you even more... you call my daughters "sweetheart" how do you expect them to act with you.
Ömer smiled at her.
Ö: Do you know how much i love you?
Kivilcim smiled.
K: How much?
Ö: Endlessly... infinitely... Like crazy... I mean between seas, galaxies and moons I was lucky that I stepped on the same land as you... that I dreamed under the same stars as you.
Kivilcim was feeling butterflies all over her and all around her.
Ö: Whatever life brings us... whatever choices it holds for us... I will always choose you! How was it... And I'd choose you; in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I'd find you and I'd choose you.
Kivilcim sniffed. Ömer was giving her an i love you speech again and she was crying out of love and happiness.
K: Yes, that was the book version of this speech.
Ömer smiled.
Ö: And not only I will always choose you, but...in the end I will seek you out amongst the stars. The space dust of me will whisper "I love you" into the infinity of the universe...
He kissed a tear that escaped her eye, she took a deep breath.
K: I am going to take one long shower, so you have time to talk with Metehan.
Ö: Okay...
K: You can do it! I believe in you!
Ömer kissed her lips again.
Ö: Let's hope that he reacts okay.
K: He will.
Ömer nodded.
K: Hey! You are the best father in the whole world! And Metehan knows it, we all know it! Okay?
Ö: Okay.
With his words Metehan showed to the door.
M: Oh! Sorry guys, I didn't mean to interrupt-
K: It's okay, Metehan... I'm gonna go take a shower.
Ö: Yeah... and uhm... Metehan, I have to talk with0 you.
Kivilcim squeezed Ömer's hand and went to the bathroom.
Ö: You better sit...
M: Dad, you are scaring me... What's wrong?
Ömer took a deep breath and explained to Metehan the secret about him. Metehan was silent the whole time, he was nodding his head from time to time. Ömer's eyes filled with tears when he finished the talk.
Ö: That's why your mother was calling you Bekir... this was your father's name.
Metehan was still silent. After maybe a minute he finally spoke.
M: Can I visit his grave?
Ö: Of course you can! Anytime! With or without me.
M: I would like to be with you.
Ö: So you're not... mad?
M: You have given your whole life up for me... to raise me. To love me... I don't care who is my biological father... You are my father! You have lived with someone you don't love for twelve years! You have been loyal to someone you don't love and want just so your son who is actually your nephew feel comfortable and have a childhood... I don't give a damn who made me... You are my father!
With this words Metehan hugged Ömer who exhaled finally calmed down.
M: I love you, dad!
Ö: I love you too.
M: and I am so happy for you and Kivilcim... you deserve all of this love!
Ö: Thank you... I see that you have topics to discuss with her.
Metehan laughed.
M: Your son and your future wife are friends... this is a very-
Ö: Good combo.
M: I would've said dangerous, but yeah...
The hugged again.
M: By the way, what did she do with that shower...
Ö: She is probably sleeping... she was pretty tired.
M: Well go and hug her... Alev once said that her favourite place to be is between your arms... so go.
Ö: When did Alev-
M: It doesn't matter! Go!
Ömer said good night to Metehan and happily went to the bedroom. Kivilcim was looking outside of the window when Ömer hugged her from behind.
K: How did it went?
Ö: Great actually... He accepted it and he told me that no matter what... I am always going to be his father.
Kivilcim turned to him and hugged him.
K: This is amazing, Ömer! I told you... I told you that you are the best father...
Ö: Yes, but...
K: What?
Ömer saw the worry in his eyes... He wanted to tell her, but he didn't wanted to give her the wrong impression.
K: Come on, my love... It's me.
Ömer held her hands.
Ö: I am a father... without a real child.
Kivilcim smiled at him.
K: Who knows... as you said... we are not that old.
Ömer smiled and kissed her lips.
Ö: I love you!
K: I love you too!