RunAway Love

Chapter 12

~Malaiysia Nichole Henderson~

I Was Taking My Clothes Out Of Tristen's Big Ass Closet When Some Records Fell . What Could Tristan Be Doing With Records ? There Were A Lot Of Commas Followed By Dollar Signs . Where The Hell Did He Get All This Money From ? There Were Other Boxes So I Decided To Pull Them Down . I Know I Shouldn't Be Doing This But We Don't Hide Things !

The Box Was Filled With Stacks Of Cash , Pictures Of Niggas With The Word 'Deceased' Written On Them In Blue. They Even Had Different Bandanas Around Their Necks And A Gun That Matched The One In The Box I Pulled Out Earlier.

"What Are You Doing ?" NO The Question Is What Do You Do ?! I Hope You're Not Doing What I Think You're Doing

"What Is All This ?" Dont Look At Me Like That , We're Already On Bad Terms !

"Don't Worry About It , Put It Back Where You Found It " You're So Stubborn .. And I'm Not Done Digging Through This , So I Think I'll Take It With Me On The Bed

"Malaiysia" That's My Name , I'm Glad You Like Calling It ..I Want Answers And You're Going To Give Them To Me.

"I Want Answers And Since You Don't Want To Cooperate , I'll Find Out Myself " You're Not Going To Just Skip Past This Like You Didnt Hear Nothing I Asked

"Gang Shit , Now Can You Please Put It Back " Oh Really

"You Have To Be Kidding Me .. You're In Gang Shit But You Don't Want Me Stripping? What Twisted Shit Are You On ?" You Get To Play Life Or Death But You Don't Want Me Stripping. That's Fucked Up What I Do Earns Money But What You Do Could Be The Death Of You .

"I Don't Want You Stripping Because You're Worth More Than That ! We Are In A Committed Relationship , I Don't Ask For Much But I Do Want My Respect . I Don't Understand Why You Can't Leave The Strip Shit Alone , If Money Is The Problem I'm Here But You Have To Stop This ." I Can't Depend On You Tristen , I Need My Own Money On The Side .

"I'm Not Done With The Strip Game And I Don't Know When I Will Be But I Have Things To Prove" You Don't Understand And I Can't Make You ! I Don't Want To Argue , I'm Tired .I Just Want You To Hold Me , Make Love To Me And Take All These Problems And Stress Away .. That's All I Need Right Now

"What Things Do You Have To Prove ? " I'm Not Answering That , I'll Just Leave This Alone Because Clearly Its Not Getting Anywhere. I Got Off The Bed With One Of The Boxes And Started Putting It Back On The Shelf Where I Found It -

"Who ? I Want Names ! I'm Tired Of This Wall You Keep Putting Against Me Over Whatever You Have To Prove So Who I-"

"My Mama , Crystal And My Baby ! I Do It For Them , And Me . I Need Something That I Can Call My Own , Something That I Can Say Malaiysia Made That Or Malaiysia Did That . I've Been Fucked Over All My Life And It Hurts Me In Every Way ! I Can't Love You Because I Don't Know How , I Can't Let You love Me Because I'm Scared , I Can't Leave Double C Because I Have Things I Just Have To Do " I Was Crying And Yelling At Him Hard Like I Couldn't Handle It .. He Doesn't Get It . "Ugh ,Tristen, Why Can't You Just Hold Me ?I Just Want To Be Held"

He Pulled Me Into His Lap For A Tight Hug And Just Held Me While I Cried Into His Chest "Babe I'm Sorry , I Didn't Know You Felt That Way "

"This Is Why I'm Not What You're Looking For " I Said Sniffling

"You're Exactly What I'm Looking For "