RunAway Love

Chapter 3

~Malaiysia Nichole Henderson ~

- 2 Years Later

It Was 3'o'clock In The Morning When Mama Came Home. She Gained The Addiction After Daddy Remarried So She Was Drunk As Usual. He Still Hadn't Come See Me , I Suppose He Was Being Honest When He Said He Wasn't Sure Of The Next Visit. At This Point I Wasn't So Found Of His Where - Abouts , I Was Now Concerned About My Mama  .

She Would Bring Men Of All Race In This House , Doing God Knows What. "Go To Your Room Nichole , I Have To Handle Some Business "..She Always Said Those Words When They Came So The Feeling Was Mutual. In Her Eyes , Malaiysia Wasn't My Name Anymore. She Said My "Deadbeat Ass Daddy Named Me That Precious Name And I Didn't Deserve A Letter That Spelled It " .You Would Think I'd Be Hurt , I Was But Not As Much As I Was When That Man Hurt Me.

I Remember It Like It Was Yesterday , After All These Years It Was Still Fresh On Me Mind.

- A Hour Later

I Couldn't Sleep , I Tossed And Turned All Night. I Finally Brought Myself To Go To The  Bathroom Which Was Connected To My Room. I Was So Thankful I Didn't Have To Share It. I Made My Way To My Bed , Only To Be Greeted By A Man Sitting On It. I Was So Scared. When I Tried To Run Out He Grabbed Me , Shoving Me On My Bed.

"Leave Me Alone " I Yelled , Only To Be Punched

"Don't You Dare Make Another Sound Or I'll Brake Your Fucking Neck " He Growled. He Began To Take His Clothes Off And I Was To Afraid To Move Or Even Think About Yelling. He Pinned Me Down With A Tight Grip , Then I Felt It , The Excruciating Pain.

The Beautiful Rainforest I Used To Picture Was Now Dying. The Different Colored Flowers Began To Shrink And Shribble. The Waterfall That Had Once  Flowed Was Now Drawn Up. The Beautiful Blue Sky Was Now Dark , Covering The Sun That Shined So Bright. Every Leafy Tree Was Leafless And No Sign Of Life Was Seen. My World Lost Its Color. It Was Dead And Lifeless .

Every Stroke Was Worse Than The One Before. He Forced It Deeper And Deeper Slicing Every Tissue In My Body. I Flenched At Every Move He Made Until I Could No Longer Comprehend. When He Was Done He Looked At Me With No  Sympathy. He Was Aware Of What He'd Done To Me And Didn't Care .

"You Were Tight , Here's Your Tip " He Said Leaving What Looked Like A 50 Dollar Bill On The Dresser. After He Was Gone I Lay In My Bed Weeping , The Pain Was Unbearable. I Wished My Daddy Was Here.. I Needed Him More Than Ever Right Now

"I Needed That Man And He Let Me Down When I Needed Him Most. How Could He Leave Us  Like That ? " I Said Crying Out Loud. Everyone Were Now In Tears At My Experience .

"Its Okay Malaiysia It Wasn't Your Fault. You Have To Let Go And Forgive Not For Him But For You. " Said Dr. Jones Hugging Me.. "I Know This Is A Sensitive Topic For You To Talk About But In Order For You To Let Go You Have To Talk About It. In Last Weeks' Session We Learned You Had A Gorgeous BabyGirl , Can You Share With Us What Happened To Your Daughter ? ".

"I Swore I Would Never Talk About My Baby.. Its Too Much " I Said As Tears After Tears Dropped.