Just Me And You

PT 31

*sorry for not posting all day, I went to the beach and it was amazing!*

*Tom's POV*
My mind went blank as I felt everything freeze around me. I felt my throat closing up and felt like I couldn't move. "W-what?"

"No, not again." Georg said. Georg and Gustav went through everything with us. They helped us through everything. "We are packing and leaving tomorrow. Bill, book tickets." As I watched them all starting to pack, I couldn't stop my mind from going through everything. Tonight was fucked up and I hated it. All of it.

"What about y/n?" I asked looking at Bill.

"Text her to come to the airport." Georg said . I picked up my phone and texted her. But it told me *phone number unavailable*. Maybe it died or something, but it got me even more worried. I began to breathe hard and couldn't stop thinking. I felt Bill come next to me, he patted my back pulling me into a hug to calm down. Him and y/n were the only people who could calm me down. I felt myself breathing better and slowly again. I pulled away and covered my face in my hands, with regret and with worry.

"Tom, please pack. Tomorrow you'll see her again and I know we are both panicking but we have to get this done. We have to leave and y/n isn't going to come. You have to know that. I'm sorry." He hugged me one last time before running to pack. I felt tears forming but I inhaled deeply and got up and started packing. I wanted to burst into tears with all the things happening but I worried most about my mother and y/n. As I finished packing with thought around my mind I quickly went to the bed and laid down, feeling my eyes puffed from silently crying as I drift to sleep.

*Y/n's POV*
I woke up with a big headache. I felt myself needing to puke but nothing came out. I sat up rubbing my head remembering everything that happened last night. Tears began to form as I was thinking of everything basically going to waste. How is this happening to me? I got out of bed and quickly made it and looked at the time. It was 11 and I booked the flight home at 1pm. As I was still beginning to cry, I hoped in the shower. My eyes became more red and puffy as the water from the shower was on my face. I got out looking in the mirror to see my eyes bloodshot red. I've cried so much that it's made it to this. I walked to my bed as I laid clothes out for today and put them on. Some gray loosened sweats with a white tank top. I put a hoodie over and put on my shoes. I didn't want to eat, I just wanted to leave. I looked at the time once again as I finished putting my shoes on. 11:48. I grabbed my suitcase and bag heading out of the building. As I walked out, I waited for a taxi to come by. As one came to my stop, I put the things in the car.

"Where to?" The driver asked.

"The airport." My voice sounded very ugly and raspy. He nodded and made it to the airport. The whole ride I was crying silently. I paid the driver and got off walking into the airport. I checked the big screen for the time and it was 12. I had to wait just 30 minutes. I sat down on the chairs next to those machines as I waited. I kept crying while looking down. I felt broken. Hurt. Like I was stupid to think that Tom would of course find Alyssa pretty. I felt eyes on me but I didn't look up. I had a feeling it was the boys but I didn't care and didn't want to.

*Tom's POV*
As we walked into the airport, I didn't get a text back from y/n at all. I became worried but knew she must've come here and didn't want to answer me. I looked around to see if I could spot her and I did. She was sitting on the edge of all the chairs in a big hoodie and sweats. I could tell she is crying from her chest going up and down. Maybe she didn't know we were here, maybe she blocked me. She wouldn't be crying if she knew I was going to be here. I checked the time and it was 12:10. "Guys, she's right there." Bill said as he pointed at her. We all nodded and headed towards her. We didn't sit next to her but we sat in front of her. She knew that we knew that she knew we were here. She didn't make eye contact, she didn't acknowledge any of us. I knew it was because of me. My eyes were red enough from crying. I watched as Gustav stood up and sat by her. She looked up with her hoodie on her head and her eyes were bloodshot red. I gasped as I saw her. I felt Bill ribbing my back as tears formed in my eyes. I did that. I caused this damage to believe in a skank that was a waste of time. Gustav mumbled something as she sat up and hugged him. She completely broke down where we could hear her. I looked down as I felt tears falling down my cheek. I looked back as they pulled away and she wiped tears. She said something as Gustav nodded and stood up sitting back down where he was before. I looked back at y/n who quickly glanced at me and looked away. I did this. I fucked up.

*Y/n's POV*
As Gustav went back to his seat, I told him to come over after so we could talk. He was someone I could vent to without being judged and I loved him for it. As he sat down I glanced at Tom who looked at me, making quick eye contact before I looked back down. The speaker went off, "Plane 186 is now boarding." I didn't move until the boys did, but that didn't seem to work as they were waiting for me. I quickly stood up walking away as I heard all of them get up. I hate this. I should've known that they would do this. "Bill, she has a ticket already. She bought one herself." Gustav mumbled. I felt all their stares to my back. I sighed as I did all the metal detector things. I walked into the plane and quickly found my seat. I had trouble with the suitcase when I felt someone behind me grab it and put it up. "There you go." It was Gustav. I looked back and thanked him as I sat down. He sat next to me as I looked at him.

"You sit here?" I asked.

"Yes, but do you not-"

"No I do, but I'm surprised." I gave a soft smile. I looked up to see Tom right in front of us. I looked down quickly as I felt him still staring. I looked back up as he sat down. I saw his eyes, they were red but not as red as mine.

"Please do not fasten seatbelts until further notice." The speaker went off. I put my seatbelt on as we took off. I unbuckled it after it was announced we could take it off. As I took it off, Tom looked back at me.

"Can we talk please?" His rusty voice was hurting me, but I couldn't after what happened. I looked away from him, ignoring him. I got comfortable sleeping and ignored his question. I hear him turn around and sniffle. It hurts yes but I can't do this. Not right now.

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And that's the tea guys 🤦🏻‍♀️ Xoxo 😘